Sunday, February 28, 2010
11:35 AM
My whole body is aching due to Muay Thai on Friday. We had a grading session where we were expected to grapple and spar with our opponents and that leaves me with a soreness that lingers and remind me that I'm very much alive. Sometimes, pain brings that out in you. When you are leading a life that has been following routines and timetables, you need something to jerk you out of that routine. My left thigh is bruised and it aches whenever I walk. I want to continue with the lessons and yet, I can't seem to commit myself to it.
Collected my event kit for March and it leaves much to be desired. Can't really stand the colour and cutting but I guess I'll only wear it once and that's it. Supposed to be going with Jasmine but my Dad want to bring my Ah Gong out so family came first. I can't believe that I made that choice but as one grows older, one learns to appreciate the amount of time spent with family members. I was restless because activities were simple and non-draining. I wanted something more, but I don't know what. Don't seem to know what I want anymore. Took pictures and I can't upload them. Is it Twen or the camera's fault?
I want to cycle, read, visit a museum, take pictures with my Fisheye, develop my photos and go for a holiday somewhere. I want to engage my mind and body and recharge. Can't wait for the holidays to come even though it's going to be a very short holiday.