Sunday, August 29, 2004
1:19 PM
I'm confused,i'm troubled and i haven't settle down to study yet.Prelims is like 2 weeks away and i haven't touch my notes and texts yet.Somebody please tell me what to do. Yes you!!!!
Have to go back to school for lit lecture tomorrow and maybe i might just turn up for training in the afternoon.Haven't really decided yet and i'm still waiting to see if anyone is going..pls sms me k! Still slacking away..boredom is killing me arg..!!
You are the cause of all my troubles,please go away and stay away. Get out of my thoughts or else i won't know what else to do!!!
Friday, August 20, 2004
11:35 PM
Hmm...it's really sweet when your friends still remember you while they are out having lunch when i'm still stuck in school having econs revision.Hee...yuen and jas went out for lunch at heartland and msg me whether i wanted any food. I said no but they still bought my favourite potato chips back!! They got caught in the rain because of it too...so sweet of them! Read through GP lecture notes in school and went home at around 7.15pm. A slack day and have been slacking ever since! Yeah...going to watch my recorded show later..recorded it on mon and finally found time to watch it.It's so overdue!
10:38 PM
Very touched to see the
baby of the team growing up and being able to push the team to move on..even though this is a totally different team for her.Saw her doing her best today and pushing her teammates to do well too.She actually never stop her training to talk to us.Saw her pushing Wendy along and trying to teach her how to do reverse dribble. And she actually remember not to foul when she's doing screening!Think Ms Rivera wanted her to use her wrist power or something like that when she's passing and she did a great job. Maybe got forget in the middle but i saw her practising and she's really serious. This is somethin i haven seen b4 from bb junior and i'm really glad she grew so much frm the day I 1st knew her...not the blur blur jc1 i thought she was...she really stepped into her role of a leader,a captain! Hope she can do better this yr and bring the team to greater heights.So proud of her and i think it's because of her being the only JC1 to go with us on the Malaysian Trip that's why we're all so concern about her progress and stuff that concern her. She really takes our advice seriously too and can joke around with us. Haha..the little stuffs that she did for us really touched me though i'm not a person who show me emotions easily except when i'm HIGH!
There're many times when i'm so touched that i wanted to cry..haha mustn't let her see this or she'll be so damn proud! Well it's her team now and we can only pop down whenever we're free for some fun..really missed the training days. People only starts to treasure when they lose something. Never take anything for granted and remember...every little thing counts! A simple gesture can touch the hardest heart! Really hope bb junior can bond well with her team and have as much fun as us and remember bball forever...for the joy,tears,sweat and memories that it gives!!!
Haha..was feeling quite tired in the morning and drank tea during break time,then started getting high after that.Think the class think that i'm mad today..can't remember what i did but must be quite outrageous since i can't remember anything. Luke was quite appalled and keep asking me to go see a therapist so i guess i freaked him out haha...suddenly the light has dawn upon me..econs is not so bad at all!!!
Ohh...lots of lovely song tonight on Perfect 10! Old Town's song is now on! Haha..perfect day??
I love the song 'Glory Of Love'
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
11:18 PM
Hmm...Jasmine's birthday was fun yesterday! We bought a chocolate cake for her yesterday and celebrated her bday with gp! Muahahaha...it's funny to see how they tried to remove the candles from the cake using their mouths. We tried pushing their face into the cake too..a bit mean but we had fun. After that,jas and grace tried to dirty us with the cake too but we ran for our lives and went back to the study area to seek refuge leaving them in the canteen to clear up the mess. After that, i came out and saw them at the basin washing their hair and face. Ruiyi was the dirtiest i think...
muahahaha!!! Fun fun...after all the fun,went back to study in th study area.Left at about 7.30pm yesterday. Stayed back till 8.40pm today...it's the latest i ever stayed back for night study.Did a bit of studying and now i'm going to bed! He's in the general office with Mr Kwek...
Sunday, August 15, 2004
7:53 PM
Was feeling quite sick today..having sore throat,flu and headache.Tried studying for geo but didn't get very far. Haiz..too lazy already. Staying back in school to study tomorrow...hopefully can get something into my brain.
Lazy gal!!!! Bought Elva's CD instead! Very very nice!!! Haha..happy lorz!
We're all under the same sky watching the same beautiful sky...just that we're at different place at the same time.Why different??
Friday, August 13, 2004
10:46 PM
Micole came over today again! Brought her to the playground soon after i reached home and she's like a bird released from her cage running all over the place wth my stupid brothers. Now she's sleeping quietly in my room looking so peaceful and sweet...can't imagine the horrible image of her running about the playground when you look at her now. Hee..she's a sweet little 'un' really cute! Bathe for her and i was totally wet after her shower. I'm like her towel and she just cleans her face on my shirt and hug me even though she's wet. Haha..funny little girl! Wanted to stay in school to study today but was too tired i guess. Wasn't paying attention to my books but was zoning out or talking most of the time. In the end,me and yuen left at around 6pm leaving meishan alone at our table.Haha..have to thank yuen for accompanying me to study this few days. Glad of the company though i wasn't really studying today. Slacked around and talk to Jocelyn until we leave the stdy area..opps. Didn't study ever since i reached home...sianz
Wanted to get a few CDs for myself but i'm too poor to buy them myself..feel like buying Jay's album,JJ's album,Elva's,Z Chen's and some English CD that i can't rmb the name. Which one should i get?? I really need some music in my life now!!!!
Micole just went home..her daddy came to pick her up. Hee..she can wake up anytime you call her.Just 1 call and she's up...sadded!
Not online again...i'm losing hopes!
Thursday, August 12, 2004
11:05 PM
Horrible morning!!! Got called out by Tan Lee Sze this morning because i never turn up in school on fri..WTH I was in school for the stupid national day concert which is f**king lame! Miss Rivera saw me and i think that all the p.e teachers saw me too! Stupid CT of ours forgot to put an insignificant tick against my name which resulted in me having to sit in the hall today with all those who skipped fri...total embarrasement! I don't skip school without a reason! Arg..not that i mind missing 10 mins of econs with her today. Can i say i was glad? What she said when i reached class is "my apologies..." I have a mind to scream at her if she didn't say anything to me. Dumb! And the fat ass said.."it's her word against yours..i'll go check,i'll go check" Ya right a whole lot of people saw me on friday so shouldn't you trust them too? Or they saw a ghost on friday which is national day celebration! Arg..pissed off. Haha..ms rivera will still testify for me even though she teased me today.She's funny..trying to irritate me but it's not working! Love her to bits! Forgive me for my ranting cos i'm pissed off with whoever resulted in this mistake!
Haha..my niece is super cute. Love her when she calls me in that sweet little voice of hers,her big eyes lookin at me with total innocence and the hug she gave me once i reached home. Was totally shagged before i reached home but that hug just dissapates all my tiredness! A joy to be with but can be irritating when she decides to be but who cares? She's my niece and i still love her. I bathe for her the other day and today she didn't wanna shower at my house haha..shy i guess! Haha brought her down to meet her mummy at about 9.30pm. Finally can do my work in peace and i managed to finish my econs essay outline for tomorrow's essay test. Haha hope it's relevant! Hmm...hugs can do wonders to your system! Shall go around giving hugs like my niece..cutez cutezz...and Micole is her name! Muahaha..hopefully she comes tmr and i'll rush home to be with her.Shall not study deserts in school tomorrow if she's coming then.
You're not online today...
You said bye to me today! Wow..am i in luck or is that for show?
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
7:11 PM
A poem by Deanna just for us...it makes me wanna cry and i hate her for that.She always get me teary eyed...
I looked up into the sky
I asked I wondered why
Do i need to give something back in return
For this package of 13 as my present
Lightning came thunder roared
And high above the clouds i soared
Into heaven there was 100 seats
They're for angels Saint Joseph preached
I see I see and who are they?
But for 87 he'll only say
What about the other 13
They? They're always together,he said
They are one flame out of different candles
Oh! I know who, I shouted in delight
They are the ones with faces that light
Unseen halos and hidden wings
They've thought this child so many things
Saint Joseph nodded and added with a smile
They'll be gone just for a little while
They had to go read a letter or something like that now.
The ending is a bit off but i like it cos it's from BB junior! A bit off errors here and there..might be due to spelling error or too much sms.Haha...
Monday, August 09, 2004
1:10 PM
Fantastic view of the
fireworks last night all thanks to Grace's secondary school friends.We were sitting in front of
colours of the bay at the Esplanade near the sea and there's no one in front of us to obstruct our view.Hmm..the fireworks started at 8.30pm and we were there since 6pm just to get the great spot.Charlene and Deanna joined us later and we went off to buy some food for our hungry stomach.Saw a few
SRJCians there..James was there and Jian Hua too.Wow...once the fireworks start,everyone is just so captivated by it and you can hear some cheers in the background.I was too lost in the beauty of the sky that i couldn't be bothered by the people around me...it'll be very romantic if a couple was to stand at our spot and look up at the sky together!
Haha..dream too much i guess.The whole fireworks thingy just lasted for 5 mins lor..very short but the view is very very nice!There's some that look like jellyfish swimming up to the sky and there's some that look like stars and flowers..very beautiful.Should go and see it if you haven't seen it.
After that,we walked to Lau Pa Sat for dinner.Reached there at 10pm and went to buy dinner...by that time we're super hungry!!Sat down and ate our food at 10.30pm and Jasmine was gone for so long.The stupid auntie forgot her order and made her wait for so long... haiz...reach home at 12am last night.Haha but it was fun to hang out with the girls and Charlene..there's more fireworks tonite...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!
Saturday, August 07, 2004
10:23 PM
Yeah..going to watch fireworks tomorrow with Deanna and Charlene.Maybe Yuen may be joining us but the others can't make it tomorrow.Thought we talk about going together on Sun but i guess some of us just forgot about it.Hee...luckily bb junior can make it and Miss Su too.Hmm...hope can enjoy it.Feeling a bit lost and empty now.Don't know why.
Saw you online finally and don't know what to say...diaoz maybe that explains my change in mood.We are meeting at 3pm tomorrow at Bishan,don't know whether i want to meet them so early or not..see my mood first and whether i can finish my work before 3pm.Still no talking after the first intial hi...Arg..hate this..how come i lost my words and feelings suddenly like someone juz rob them and ran away with everything?Saw the msn bar blinking and got excited suddenly and then i realise it's not you.What is wrong with me?I should be over this a long time ago!!!!!Found my voice again...crapping away but who cares?I'm so nervous that i kept spelling wrongly and crapping too much!Now i don't want to go offline....
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Friday, August 06, 2004
9:37 PM
Emotions run high and tears flow freely for our farewell on thursday! Ended school at 1pm and went out for lunch..was super high for the day.We played a game with our juniors as was the tradition but it lasted for 6 quarters instead of 4 so it's longer than usual.Duh!Hmm...after that,we went for dinner and decided that we should play a trick on the JC1s before they play a trick on us which is splashing water on us.So we acted as if the team had internal conflict and started scolding each other and stuff.Then we gathered them and joan started scolding them.Haha..we just splash water on them like nobody's business once the signal was given and boy...they were all soaked.They came after us with icy water though and after the whole water splashing,i guess i was the driest one among all of them.Hee...saw carmen's sexy boxers and she went round in her boxers searching for her shorts.Muahaha...a real funny sight!Yuen is damn mean lor and took pics of her in her boxers.Hmm..after everything ended and we took our soverniers from Mr Kee,the girls team sat down and shared our feeling about bball and the team.Well almost everyone cried and i'm the only constipated one who didn't.Actually,i had a hard time controlling...hmm...not one to show my feelings in front of everyone.Too conscious already i guess!
Took lots of pics yesterday and they are going to be the best memories that i will keep in my photo album.Already filled up 1 album and the 2nd one is almost filled too.Never took that much pics during sec school in bball and i'm really really glad that i have beautiful memories from SR bball team to put into my brains.Will never forget this big family of mine and i hope years later,we'll still be as close and united as we are now.No matter what happens,we're still from SR bball team 2004!!! Love all of you people!!!!
National Day celebration in school today was lame! Didn't enjoy the concert but was reading the magazines that ena bought instead...yawnz! The concert ended at about 8.45am...stupid went to school for nothing.Had brunch with ena,yuen,gp,amy and charlene together after the concert.Talked a lot and we went to developed the photos we took yesterday.Haha...and i bought a new pencil case...its
orange -charlene's favourite colour! Mummy said it's not really nice though..she thinks it's too big.She just can't accept the fact that everything looks big on this short daughter of hers..haha she stayed up to wait for moi last night but fell asleep instead.A piggy lorzzz!! After developing the photos,i rushed home and went to city hall with mummy to trim my hair.She did hers too and it's so nice!More hip and cool though she still behaves like an auntie even though she looks so much more modern today.Arh..cannot stand her behaviour today...being a typical auntie in town is bad! Haha still love her even though she's a true blue auntie disguising to be modern mum! Muahahha.....evil!!!!
Have to start studying this weekend! Finish up econs essay and study for geo mock exam...wanna do better for physical paper this time than the mid year.Human paper was actually done better even though i only studied 2 days in advance for the paper...upset with the stupidity..
Really glad that you came for the farewell yansze...you'll always be a part of us and without you,we'll not be a team.
Deanna...hmm...work hard and do well k...a lot to say but don't know where to start.
Yuen...my bestest wife ever! Still love ya the most.
Gp..haha you cried till your eyes are swollen...still swollen today!
Joan..the best captain ever...always screaming and cheering for us!Muz take care of ur ankle
Jocelyn...haiz...cried from the start till the end.Still love you for being a lousy timer and actress.
Ruiyi...glad to have you in the team.Love ya!
Baoshan...my roommate during malaysian trip..
Renee...someone we couldn't do without.
Grace..MJ MJ MJ..muahaha..skinny but can do wonders!
Jasmine..always being called grace on court but still respond somehow.. lolly's cute!
Huili...best player ever!
Ena...love ya attitude..
Carmen..love all ur boxers..damn style lorz
Is that the whole team?? It seems so little...the noise that we made together just exceeds the total volume that can be made by 15 people haha..we have great heart and great voice too.Anyone wanna try??
Thanks for staying on all the way...
Still not online today?
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
9:53 PM
Absolutely tired right now but am still printing my literature notes online.The screen just showed me that my printer has
no more black ink and i better have another ink cartridge around somewhere...after looking around, i found that there's none in the house which means i have to go get one somehow.
Had lectures and 1 lit tutorial with Mr Mark Tan today.Quite ok and we stayed back for the
house elections.Got bored halfway and went out of LT1 citing we have history mock exam to go for.Nice excuse the history students of 2A01 gave us today...haha.Ohh...the best CG was given out this morning...not as exciting as i thought it would be but it's funny to see Mrs Ting so excited about going onto the podium.She wallked to the front even before the class was announced this morning dragging Chris along.A funny sight and couldn't resist walking to the front for a better view! Muahaha..evil laughter!
Went out for lunch after the house elections.Came back to get my geo text but after eating, we decided to come back to school to study.How dumb is that? Hmm....interesting content in between but i'm too lazy to type it all out so i guess no gossip for anyone....ask me if u wanna know and if i'm in a good mood, i might just tell ya everything i know.I'm not a gossip club president for nothing...i got my sources too!
Still printing away! It's
GR's birthday today. Why do i bother putting it down? I don't even know him well enough to wish him happy birthday!
Arg...really tired!
Farewell's tomorrow and after tomorrow...........don't want to think about it. The JC1s are planning the farewell tomorrow and i heard there's no bbq! We had 1 last year though the food wasn't quite enough but we had fun. This year,no bbq. Hmm..heard it's quite
disorganised this year...we even have to have a schedule of what we are going to do last year. Standards do drop right? Can't expect too much la..just wait and see lor.Wendy called me to bring extra clothing and stuff.She's
really sweet.Didn't know that before.Well i guess you have to know a person before making any judgement..that's what i learnt from ZX today! Another nice guy i know....
still waiting for ya to come online,guess it's another fruitless wait! Why don't you tell me when you'll be here so i can talk to ya again...
Monday, August 02, 2004
10:19 PM
Haha..
a perfect monday i should say.Nice and cool and the first period of the day is free.I think i hate having econs as the first period..it's just ruin the whole mood for the rest of the day.Don't really mind having geo as first period though.Went to the canteen a couple of times during the break.Damn..should just plant myself at the beautiful
yellow tables and refuse to move.Arg....why wun anyone want to have breakfast? I thought my class is always hungry and they don't want to eat early this morning?
How irritating!! Can't remember much already and i know i
fell asleep during gp again!Shouldn't be doing that anymore but i just can't stop myself today..should have drank tea before i went for gp.Hmm...shall remember to do just that before every gp lesson.
Didn't go for othello and went out for lunch with ena...saw GR there.Haha...the way he sat is just so wrong!!!!Diaoz...geo lecture was ok..copying essay outline again which i see no use for.Didn't get anything into my brains when i'm copying and when i looked at it again,i can't stand my
ugly handwritting so i wouldn't look at it ever again.Shall just bring a laptop into class and type away!At the very least,i will read nice and neatly typed words instead of my horrible handwritting! Today's post is just so not me...wonder what is wrong with me...
brain jammed again?
Time flew by on the back of a winged bird!!
Sunday, August 01, 2004
3:16 PM
Hmm..guess i lost my tagboard.Have to go change my skin and redo the tagboard again.Sian...heck i like my blogskin.It's nice and idiot-proof.Found another one that i like but it's kinda hard to give up the one you used for so long.Am i sentimental or am i a fool?It's just so hard to let go...