Name
Gwendolyn (:

take me to the sky

10:51 PM S.H.E - 店小二

作詞：黄建洲 作曲：蔡旻佑


客棧打烊後 陪我坐一坐
我的愛人剛好不見了
我還沒有說 你先淚流成河
原來同是天涯淪落人

一杯又一杯 你再喝 她也不回了
一個就一個 又不是 什麼十惡不赦
愛有時 就像飛來橫禍

店小二 店小二 別再哼傷心的歌
人來人去像過客 再空等不值得
店小二 別再喝 借酒消愁又如何
三杯下肚就忘了等清醒之後又 記得

想他就心痛 不想更折磨
愛情有時真的不好惹
等開花结果 等到立地成佛
承諾好像虛擬的傳說
(思念像 患了傷風不斷咳)

店小二 店小二 別再哼傷心的歌
人來人去像過客 再空等不值得
店小二 別再喝 借酒消愁又如何
三杯下肚就忘了等清醒之後

店小二 店小二 別再哼傷心的歌
人來人去像過客 再空等不值得
店小二 別再喝 借酒消愁又如何
三杯下肚就忘了清醒後又記得 何必呢

I perfected the art of parking because I drove around running errands during the CNY weekend. I am so particular about my parking that I will get off the car just to check if the car's straight. What's up with my psychotic behaviour?

I won 12 bucks while playing blackjack with the family. Who says this is going to be a sucky year for me? I don't believe in that crap and it shall be the best year since I'm turning 24 in 2 months time =)

9:52 PM I really shouldn't have laughed at my friend for having a stiff neck. She couldn't turn right yesterday and I couldn't turn left today. Oh god..it must be karma!

2 days of catching eye candy in school!! I should just camp out at Makan Place and hope that I'll get to see eye candy everyday as opposed to people who know me but I don't know them.

NAPFA was a breeze, I got an A for sit-ups and passed the rest. It's so easy to get an A for sit-ups for someone my age. Where's the challenge in that? Dragon boaters were having their trainings but where's eye candy? My leg is hurting again :(

3:20 AM Ger - Missing You

I know I shouldn’t be this way
But a part of me wouldn’t stay
I found it hard to keep away
Coz these memories wouldn’t fade

When will I know
How much I did
Coz I know
I’m hurtin’ you
I never meant to make you cry
It’s the last thing I wanna do

(Chorus)

I’m missin’ you
I feel that I’m wanderin’ alone
Here on my own again

Wanting you
With every step that I take
I’ll make my way to you

You never thought I’ll say to you
All the things you’ve always want me to
I never seem to get things right
But I’ll make it up to you

(Chorus)

Some things are better left unsaid
And sometimes I can’t explain at all
I don’t know how to make amends
Or was I ever wrong before

(Chorus)

No matter where you are
I’ll have a part of you

1:33 AM As the caffeine travelled through the bloodstream, I officiated my first IVP game of the season on Friday. It was good because there was no complaints and now I know that's how you judge whether someone is good or not. I thought that I was up to the challenge but apparently, I am not, so I guess I'll be the table official till the end of the season.
Was totally tired on Friday and I slept through the 3 lectures that I had. Had a little rest at Hall 3 in NTU before the game and I wonder what life would be like if I get to stay in a hostel. It was a quaint little room and very personalised.
Chinggay this year looks fun! Look out for a fat male dancer, he's the best among the rest with an attitude to boot. Hahaa..totally adore his hair. It looks like a skunk was clinging onto his head with its dear life. Oh god..simply hilarious.
Driving is a luxury and driving sucks tonight. I drove all over Singapore and yet I'm not satisfied.

12:33 AM Communication between humans is complicated enough with all the misunderstandings, wrong tone of voice, unwillingness to reveal what you really think and now, the need to lie. Why do people want to lie and pretend to be someone whom they are not? Why do people lie about how they really feel and think? Why can't humans be more honest, frank and direct? It makes communication easier among people so why do they not do it? I have no idea whether you meant what you said or was it all a lie right from the start. I have no idea whether my truthful response, thoughts, feelings and all that I've said was all a joke to you. I have no idea whether I can trust you anymore and I have a serious issue with trust. I shall take whatever you said with a pinch of salt from now onwards. Luckily, the semester is almost over. I much prefer the silence than a pack of lies. So if you want to lie through your teeth, just shut up and I'll get it. Who can we really trust?

The thing is, I don't really feel anything when I discovered the truth. So I guess you are not that important to me although we've been friends since semester one or is it because that I didn't trust you enough in the first place to allow you to gain access.
It will only hurt when people that you seriously care about begins to lie to you and it hurts real bad.

11:36 AM

I want to watch all these movies! Time is not on my side but I'll find some time to catch them before they run out. The worse that can happen is that I'll watch them alone :)

School's been a bitch ever since it started with deadlines, test, quiz, results all thrown at me. Open house is horrible because of the amount of squealing, annoying, highly charged kids walking around school. Makan Place is bliss with the amount of good and relatively cheap food. I nearly caught eye candy's name yesterday!
Wow..I'm now famous for being able to do executive summary. It went cross divison..


11:00 PM

Collected my race bib at SMU this evening. Had mocha at Starbucks and the route for the day was - SMU, Fort Canning and City Hall for dinner. Walked the long way down from Fort Canning where we could have walked towards the direction of ROM instead. Oh well, lesson learnt. Now we know the shorter route. Sushi was fulfilling and so was the fried ice-cream.
I looked smaller than before? Just be honest and say that I slim down la please. We tried crossing at a traffic junction where the traffic lights were not in operation from 5pm onwards. Imagine a group of idiots waiting for the lights to turn in their favour only to find out that it won't! We took around 10mins to figure out why and I'm seriously not patient at all.

6:08 PM Birthday celebration for a classmate together with the class at alumni. To think that they actually reserved a table just for lunch. Managed to convince the class that I'm turning 24 even though I look 19. Yes, I do love their expression of shock when they find out about my actual age.

Got an A for a shoddy piece of work. Lady luck must be smiling on me or else the tutor is just damn lenient. Eye candy on a Tuesday yet again.

"Do I want you because you are wonderful, or are you wonderful because I want you?"
"Do I love you because you are beautiful, or are you beautiful because I love you?"

I thank you for pushing me as gently as you can be.
Making me wanting to be the best I can be.

Kai said that I am so strong but being strong doesn't mean that it hurt any less.
A physical wound took 3 weeks to heal, leaving an ugly scar in its wake.

2:56 PM I will be going for the CAN run on Saturday at SMU. Oh god..bad time management results in me rushing from place to place and that leaves me breathless.

I thank you for thinking highly of me and expecting me to produce high quality work. And as for now, all the work I've produced have been shoddy at best and yet you still did not give up on me. I wish I can be better but time constraints and other stuff restrict me tremendously. I have no expertise to speak of even though you think that I can do executive summary very well. You would be able to do it and will be even better than me if you want to. I wish I can be better and I know it has been hard on you this semester. My inadequacies disgust me.

School started and I hope that my routine will fall into place neatly.



Through my eyes, you are perfection personified.
Through yours, I am just a warped reality.

12:47 AM

Photo editing can be fun. It's just that I have no eye for beauty and the picture turns out to be like this.

I signed up for the Safari Run! It's amazing that I would do something like that but then again, 2009 is a year for new experiences :)

10:08 PM
Had ice-cream for 3 times this week and at the rate I'm going, I'm going to put on lots of weight.

I've been very tired lately. It must be the late nights and the juggling of stuff that causes the tiredness. School's starting tomorrow and that means, additional stuff to juggle.

I lost my pen today to a little boy who wanted to get the signature of the Slingers' players. Why in the world did I lend it to him, knowing full well that I will never get the pen back? It's plain stupidity on my part.

11:38 AM I left my house at 10am when I'm suppose to be in school by 10. What has happened to my time management?

10:59 PM Went back to school in the morning despite the fact that I am still having my mid term break. Spent the morning doing project and it wasn't productive at all, not to mention that I was falling asleep after 3 hours in the library. I tried really hard to focus on the task on hand but there wasn't any for me to focus on. Was bored so I decided to surf and I found interesting vocabs that entertained us for a little while.

Erotomanic-abnormally strong or persistent sexual desire.
Erotophobia-fear of sexual love or sexual question.

Imagine if a person have both phobias. Like wow..he/she will be the most agonised person on Earth.

Skipped over to SIM after project meeting for a short meet-up cum lunch. It's been 2 years since I went over to SIM after school for meet-ups. Oh well, time flies and I have to be back in school again at 10am in the morning! God! It's Saturday for goodness sake. I guess I'll bring along Mac breakfast to cheer myself up in the morning. Maybe Starbucks too in the afternoon for further perks :)

12:05 AM Pictures for the 1st day of the new year!










I was bugged incessantly during New Year's Eve and New Year for the project and I haven't gotten down to doing it yet. I'm dead!