Name
Gwendolyn (:

take me to the sky

11:44 AM Someone out there must have heard of my little wish..I met up with 2 of my girls yesterday and we went to Geylang Serai together. More meet ups on Saturday with more people hopefully. Oh..and I'm meeting Ms S tomorrow too! Maybe we can fit in a little visit to the night safari on Saturday too :)

3:36 PM And so, my friend of 10 years left for her greener pastures on Saturday night and I can't send her off because I was otherwise preoccupied. Damn! Luckily I got to see her before she left as she and a couple of friends pop by my place in the afternoon. I'm still stuck in the red.

Just went to view the showroom of the flat my friend bought. It's a nice, cosy little place and very near my house. She said I can rent a room there hur hur..

I caught "Painted Skin" and can't wait to catch "Vicky Christina Barcelona". I want to hang out with the girls!

1:18 AM I caught "Mamma Mia" on Tuesday and I think that it was great! Nice, familiar songs and good acting just made the movie tickets worthwhile. I just love musicals!! I shall wait for "High School Musical 3" to come and in the mean time, find some ABBA songs to satisfy myself. Next up, I want to watch Vicky Christina Barcelona for the pretty architecture and my dream place.

I bought a model of my dream car in my favourite colour and it looks way pretty!
I drove again wheee...

1:12 AM Pictures from the zoo are out! I can't send them because of the damn virus I have and I'm having a headache trying to catch that damn thing that is copying itself into every file that I have. Arg..how irritating!





3:37 PM Was clearing my stuff yesterday and I threw away lots of greeting cards from ages ago. I can't believe that some of the cards date back to 1997 which was like 11 years ago when I was still young. Ha ha..how time flies, I'm now middle aged according to some weird classification. Letters from friends were kept as they brought back memories of people that I wrote to. People with good language skills and a flair for flowery stuff.

I went for a jog today! Can't believe that I overslept and made people wait for me. So embarrassing! My busted ankle is now screaming in pain. I think I should change an ankle or something. It keeps getting busted.

I got into the same class as LY!

12:26 AM My room is now a pale shade of yellow. I prefer the old bluey room that I had. Never have I been a fan of yellow and the whole house is in different shades of yellow!

The house was in a mess this past 2 days and the superhuman mum cleaned up everything within 3 hours. I helped out a bit but she did the majority of the work! I can't sleep tonight because I slept a lot in the day while the workers were busy painting my room. I fell asleep on the sofa in full view of anyone who walked passed my house because the door was wide open. I feel like a pig!

11:44 PM I'm a happy girl! I saw Jasmine while officiating at CGH on Saturday. A total surprise and it was a happy day too. I changed my phone to W980 on Sunday and went to the zoo. We also had a little fun at the park at night since it's mid autumn's festival. So I should say, Sunday was "fantabulous"!
And, I got to drive again tonight! Woohoo..
Results were better than expected! No Fs but a couple of Bs. Surprisingly, I got an A for SLM. C+ for SQM. I expected worse..

I'm going to the zoo, zoo, zoo
How bout you, you, you
You can come too, too, too
I'm going to the zoo, zoo, zoo

12:59 AM I no longer seem to know how to work my MP3 anymore. Can't seem to get new songs into it :(

12:47 AM I feel chocked! Chocked full with emotions, thoughts and words that I cannot say. Chocked with questions and answers that would not be fulfilled and they threatened to suffocate me, by killing me softly. I wither each day..

People asked why I blog. I blog because it is an outlet for my inner thoughts, my daily life, whining, ranting and things that interest me or sound smart to me. It doesn't warrant any private discussion about what you read on the blog. It doesn't really mean anything, sometimes, because arty farty people, fart more than others since we got more air. I blog because of my inability to express my thoughts and feelings at the exact point where feelings and thoughts are supposed to be expressed. I blog because sometimes, all this feelings and thoughts merge into streams of rapids and I can't breathe in this whirlpool of emotions and I need an outlet. I blog because of my inability to comprehend all that I am feeling. I blog because of the fear of facing all emotions and staring them straight in the face. I blog because emotions can be captured on this white, blank template and it helps me to comprehend whether I'm feeling happy or sad. I blog because it captures the good and bad memories and store them because my puny brains couldn't do that. I blog because sometimes, I do not know how to handle certain stuff, questions or replies and I need a clearer picture. I blog because most of the time, words fail me at the most crucial moments.


I mopped the floor today and mope in my room for the rest of the time. Busy days ahead!

12:56 AM I think I have a potential for barbecuing nice chicken wings and my fingers.

My hamstrings hurt all the way to my butt. This shows that gym on Sunday works.

I love the disc I bought today. All in all, this is probably the nicest Monday ever since the start of the holidays.

Sometimes I wonder, why do you even care.

"You know, my entire life, people have said that I would become a psychopath if I didn't learn how to feel. And I want to know, Cherie, what the fuck is so great about feeling? Because I finally let myself, and I feel like my heart's been completely ripped out. "- Shane

"Every time I look at you I feel so completely dismantled" - Jenny

"People always tend to let you down, that's why I try not to need anything from anyone."

10:55 PM Freak..I went to watch the show "Money No Enough 2" with mum and bro in the afternoon. They came out of the theatre with swollen eyes and Rudolph's nose and I came out looking like... me. Oh well, my tear ducts aren't working today.

Some people are so not worth it. If you want to be a loser, I'm sorry. Get out of my life.

I want to watch "Forgetting Sarah Marshall" with you..




1:36 PM I'm thinking of getting a better camera with more mega pixel to take clearer photos. That means, I must save up more in addition to saving up for the trip for next year. The camera is more of a want than a need so I guess it's not top of my list right now. I'll get it when I strike lottery or something.

I'm thinking of going to the gym more often to get my flimsy fats looking more toned and less flimsy. Perhaps I should start by jogging at the little park beneath my block but I'm a procrastinator when it comes to jogging. All right, for the sake of looking more toned and fit, I shall move my bloody fat ass and do something about myself before I grow too fat and die of weight related issues.

I'm having a serious stomachache that I don't feel like moving at all.

The stranger in my room went off to KL for 2 days or maybe more! Yes! I'll regain my room for 2 days.

4:10 PM I went out for lunch with the family, the stranger in my room and the relatives from the foreign land at Turf City. We had an interactive lunch at Ah Yat Seafood Restaurant and ordered lots of dishes. Too bad that my camera is not with me if not visuals would be a better description. Now I'm home again because the rain spoiled the plan for the rest of the day...

2:43 AM Went for "dinner" with the bitch and Yuan and we ended up shopping. Ok I mean, they ended up shopping and I was there to help the bitch carry her cardigan and shopping bag. Haahaa but we had fun and entertained the salesperson. Cabbed home and we took lots of pictures in the cab till some driver and his passenger kept staring at us. Apparently, we didn't care.

I have weird bruises on my legs. Am I dying soon?

Why doesn't the heart and the brains think the same thoughts and beat the same beats?
Why do they conflict each other so?

I'm seriously trying to get use to the stranger in my room. My room is not my room anymore.

Labels: Bitch fest

6:59 PM

The past catches up with you, no matter if you like it or not. It could be a gift, or a curse.

4:42 PM