Name
Gwendolyn (:

take me to the sky

7:19 PM Wonderful night at Ms Koh's birthday party and it was nice to meet up with most of the girls. Networked a bit so i hope everything turns out all right.
Been busy with work and i'm booked till next week.
Met up with Yuan on Tuesday to shop and bought my Adidas jacket at a way cheap price.
Yuan bought one too and we have matching handphone accessory.
Got stalked by a certain RM but i still didn't see her at all.
Saturday will be at UWC and Sunday at SIS. Weekends burned and i'm shagged.

I need a day off and i wish tomorrow will be a short day but my group makes me worried. Actually, i'm worried for all my projects because group mates don't turn up for lectures and sometimes tutorials thus missing out on important notices. With my brains, i can't remember all and i don't function well when stressed.

The only question, will you be with me?

11:32 PM My goal is to lose 2kg by 11th Nov 2007 and i will work hard towards it.

It's Friday and i got a ton of work to be done, articles to be read and report to be written so why am i still online and accepting jobs next week? It's either i'm crazy or i am too money minded to turn down jobs and saying "NO" to cash. Give me a cash cow and i'll stop accepting whatever comes my way immediately even if it's the Singapore Women Friendly games. Not even idol can make me officiate if i don't want to but i just can't simply say "no". I need to learn how to reject things, people, dates and whatever that comes my way.

Friday seems to be dinner date with the aunts and cousins. I like it this way, simple and fulfilling.

1:40 AM I'm falling sick. The tip of my nose hurts like hell and i'm so tired the whole day.

9:49 PM

1:15 AM Wonderful evening spent at Yuan's place and the food was good even though she keeps insisting it was simple. Simple food can be nice too. Crapped and took pictures at her place and Grace realised that Jas and i looked like a couple. Haha what a joke!

Busy Sunday spent officiating at ACS with the whole of Philippines screaming i think. Super noisy but i didn't care, finished up my job and went off in search of food. Accompanied the nutty one to Ah Hood Road or whatever it's called for an interview before i rushed off for my blading lesson. It was fun this week because i only fell once and i learnt how to move, brake and do figure of eight. Even though it was not perfect but at least it was an improvement from the previous week. I'm not searching for perfection, just improvement and i managed to do that so i'm happy.

Cute guy sent me a message on friendster but who can trust photographs? Haha i shall check him out someday.

2:18 PM I miss my mocha latte from Coffee & Toast and the coffee from Eelingo Coffee Kiosk. I'm now officially a coffee addict. I have headaches and unclear visions if i do not have my daily intake of coffee. Still trying hard to get rid of the addiction but it's just difficult to go through the cold turkey way.
I compare all fried fish beehoon with the ones i had during my attachment and i still find the beehoon nicer at Golden Shoe. I guess the only one on par or even better would be the one near Braddell Heights CC.

Trying to write my report on ITP but somehow, I've got nothing to write at all. Simply slacking online, reading blogs instead of doing my work. I still have to print my notes and do my tutorials later before heading over to Yuan's place for dinner. Officiating tomorrow morning for the Filipinos game and i don't usually offer to officiate their games unless I'm really broke. I still owe someone $50, $20 and $20, and that adds up to $90. Oh man, i run till i die also cannot repay my debts.

11:49 PM Class ended early today and i felt it was totally redundant to even turn up. I don't think the tutor cares whether we do well a not and i'm so sure he's going to be very slack on us. Oh well, i hope we'll do fine with the event and get it over and done with.

NP girls lost to RP by 1 point! They were leading from the start and with 7 secs left, they were still up by 2 points. The 3 pointer taken was great and it was at a great distance too. Was just surprised that RP was actually not in finals.

My motivation added me! I must be drunk last night. Oh lord..

12:52 AM So school started for me this week even though there are no tutorials, i'm kept busy almost everyday due to officiating. It's good, because i'm earning my keep and i can use it to get my textbooks which is going to cost me a bomb. And when school starts, i turn into a monster that snaps at people who are irritating me. So please, leave me alone till i feel better able to deal with you.

Sometimes, it so tiring to talk to certain people. You wonder if they get what you mean and yet you have to be smart enough not to divulge too much information to that person. You know that, that person wants to know and yet, is not asking you directly for the answer but goes in a roundabout way trying to make you slip instead. I hate talking to people like that. Why not just tell me what you want and i will just tell you what i know. I mean, if you want to know, just ask! It's so hateful especially when i'm dealing with 2 such person. It explains why i'm so tired everyday.

I'm also tired of all that is going round. The gossips and all. Why do i meet with all this kind of shit? When will everything clear or should i just disappear? It's such a complicating world and all i want to do is, do my job and just leave it at that. Why don't people just leave it simple instead of complicating matters? I'm tired of being the center of attraction. Leave me alone and stop pestering me no matter who you are.

I can't stand the circulars i'm getting from whatever organisation i'm in. The English is horrible and i wonder if anyone else notices that, or is it just me? "Let proud"? What's that? I proud to be me can? It's ok to make grammatical mistakes sometimes but at the very least, be clear of the message you want to convey. I don't really understand what the letter is about (pardon my limited understanding of English) and please, do not ever do direct translation from Chinese to English! Cutting and pasting of quotes should explain the message and not make it worse. Ok it's easy to complain and laugh at people's mistake and i admit i do take it to the extreme sometimes. So thou shalt stop for fear of KARMA.

I spoke to the star today and added my motivation..

12:39 AM Went to school for 2 hours and went off for lunch after that at Cafe Cartel. Met Jas to get stuff before heading down to SP to catch IVP. First game was great, second game was not as good due to the umpire. He suck and the whole world knows why!

Woohoo..had Munchy Donuts today but i still prefer Donut Factory's donuts!

11:36 PM Bowling carnival this morning and for a novice like me, i expected to get all my balls into the gutter but that wasn't the case. Somehow i got better and better and the best score i had was one pin left standing. Overall event was all right and quite a number of people turned up though none from my clique.
First blading lesson was disappointing. Fell down twice and i made the instructor fall too. Totally embarrassing! Was quite fun and it can be considered a workout because i perspired so much. At least i'm keeping to my plans to keep fit this time. Sunday seems to be the busiest day of the week since i'm usually kept busy from morning till night but it's more enjoyable this way. My right arm is hurting because of bowling this morning. It feels a little bit stretch to the max. Painful la!

12:13 AM Can't believe that attachment has ended. There's no need to squeeze with other people in the train anymore and no more wierd guy puking in the train and dashing out after that, leaving that stinky puke in the cabin. That seems to tell me that my last day at work wasn't going to turn out as good as i expected. Was kept busy the whole day by the new manager and lunch was so unsatisfying that i wonder why i can't keep to the promise i made myself. Bought lots of fruits back to munch and was surprised to find a little box of apple strudel on my desk when i got back. It was from my pretty colleague! Super sweet of her! Finished up my work for the various parties and cleared up my desk for the next unfortunate person to be sitting there. Not that it was bad to work at BOC but that table vibrates too much for my liking due to the construction going on opposite.

Dinner was great! Had Japanese cuisine with my aunts and i simply love salmon sashimi, sukiyaki and whatever that we had on Friday night. Satisfied myself totally!

Slept half the day away because i was so tired and went out with the mother and the brother for lunch. Bought myself a new bag and 2 pairs of fake crocs, one for me and the other one for Baby. Haha i can wear the same pair of shoes as her and i think we're going to look so cute together. Still deciding whether to buy the Converse jacket..
Saw my W910i today! It only cost 98 bucks and i was so tempted to get in on the spot but i've spent too much today. $52 for concession, $35 for my bag and $11.80 for the fake crocs and there's still the blading lesson to be paid for tomorrow. Omg! There goes my pay..
Saw Fiona Xie, Terrence Cao and Cui Fang today. The important thing is, i saw Fiona Xie again, Jasmine! Saw Sam too and she said hi, can still remember the funny incident on court last Wednesday and i can't stop smiling to myself. She's a funny girl!

I can't believe that the father and the brother ate my apple strudel!! WTH!!!!

5:21 PM I like this date..10/10 it seems perfect.

Ohh..i was early this morning and guess who opened the door for me? OMG! I was so surprised and it's a Wednesday which means i end early and i got IVP after work so it makes a super nice day for me. Oh man, specs looks cute on you.

Met 2 Ms Wongs after work and went down to Boon Lay together. I was early and i hope they were not late. Mistakes were made and i think i sucked but it wasn't that bad apparently. Oh well, spoke to my idol and he said that my calls are a bit on the soft side and i should have more energy when i report my fouls so i'll look better. Whahaha..ok i shall try next time but i hope i wouldn't turn out to be like a certain person and make a fool out of myself on court. I want to be like my idol! He's the coolest on court.

12:07 AM
I'm thinking of getting either of these phones when it's out in the market so i have to choose and god knows how difficult it is to make choices. If only resources are not limited, i can get both and save myself the trouble of choosing between the two. Oh well, let me just hope that either phone falls within my budget for next year's expenditure.


Remind me never to go cycling immediately after gym or vice versa. My muscles are aching since yesterday especially the hamstring and the glutes (i think it's spelt this way-means the butt anyway). But i'm loving it. The aches, the soreness, everything that reminds me that i've worked out. The race was fun though i still enjoyed my leisurely pace at the start. Wished the sun was out though, at least then, i can tan and it will make me look slimmer by just a tad.

Ok i'm putting on more weight than i should but i'm taking little steps to get rid of them. Working out, eating more fruits, vegetables and cutting down on coffee, tea and whatever that is sweet. I'm going to do it my way without dieting and ridding myself of that layer of fat. If only i can cut down on ice-cream. I will do it and i can do it!

Dear sugar daddy,
I wish that i'll get the Converse jacket that i saw last Saturday by this Saturday. Oh and the white/pink DS Lite that i have been eyeing since months ago. Probably the 2 phones shown above will be good too. Since you're already spending, so why not spend more on an additional PSP which is also tempting me and perhaps a Crumpler backpack will satisfy my insatiable appetite for anything Crumpler. Maybe a trip to the Maldives will suffice too. So my dear sweet sugar daddy, the next best thing to do will be telling me when you will appear and where so i can send you my list of lust and wait for them to appear by the blink of an eye. Love ya lots!


My heart raced when your face came within an inch of mine. Just one look and i'll be satisfied. Will i be missed?




12:23 PM Sleeping at 2 plus each night is not a joke. I'm so tired right now that i'm practically typing with my eyes closed. Went to the toilet so many times to wash my face and yet i'm still sleepy.
Had a late night at C's place playing mj although i know nuts about it and the guys played every other game that can be played. Had champagne and good food!
Sunday was spent watching movie and kboxing with the guys at Suntec and i reached home around 1 plus in a cab again. Luckily i don't have to pay for the cab fares or else i would have been so broke after cabbing home after minight for 2 consecutive nights. Ok i'm officially broke this week after going to the doctor and spending so much during the weekends. Wanted to fake an MC last thursday but in the end, i really had gastric and went to the doctor. There goes my $28. And i spent $30 plus dollars on 3 books yesterday because TIMES had this 3 for the price of 2 sale and i saw the books that i wanted so i got them. Moolah flying away and no moolah flying in. Anybody wants to be my sugar daddy?

Anyway, what's wrong with guys and their stupid mentality that the more girls the better? How can they even say that as long as their girlfriends are not around, they can go out and have fun. Dumb asses! I wish they all get AIDS. Don't complain that someone is sticking onto you when you yourself obviously enjoyed it, when you could have just said that you're attached and i'm sure the lady will get the message. That world is so corrupted and i swear i'm not going to get involved with any of them.