Name
Gwendolyn (:

take me to the sky

4:34 PM I've got a whole lot of things to say and yet i guess i've forgotten them all. All i remembered was that, i took a wrong bus to town yesterday from school and ended up taking the cab and wasting money again. Cheesecake at Hilton Hotel was good, company was great and dinner at Hard Rock Cafe was fantastic. I chose the right thing to eat and i totally enjoyed myself with the food, music and everything. If i can get Twen to work properly, i might post up pictures that i took of our various food. Training went ok on tuesday. Too many good players so i am not hopeful. All i want to do now is to get fit and that's all i ask for. If only i can stop getting sick, then my exercise plans for this year can materialize sooner. Really..i should stop getting sick!
Ohh..how can i ever forget that i saw ROZZ yesterday! She came to school to tell us more about DJ-ing and stuff. The guy that came with her was totally blah..she's the one! I'm ROZZ-struck!!!

There's so many things that i want to get but i guess all have to wait till moolah comes in.
I thought of doing my tutorials and everything today but it seems that i am too lazy! Weekends are burnt with all my various outings with lovely people and then the whole vicious cycle of school starts again for the third week. Why does time pass so fast suddenly?

"Growing old is compulsory.Growing up is a choice."
"Love is patient. I will wait."
Two favourite phrases of the phantom of NP and she's teaching me economics. I think she should teach us literature since i'm more interested in her golden words than her scarstic ways of humuliating us. I heart her! Really, i do!

Time for some work before gyming with the babes.

2:01 PM Fourth day of school and the receipts i have in my wallet are more than the cash that i have. Life is sad with no moolah and i am a broke, struggling student with no allowance.

Psychology of creativity- sounds like a fun module to take but actually it is totally useless. It is almost like CATS and everyone hates that module. Learnt about the brain today and the different theories of how many parts our brains are made up of. It's either 2 parts, 3 parts or 4 parts depending on how you want to view it. We kind of focused on Ned Hermann's four quadrants brain theory. I am more of a right limbic brain person which means that i am a personaliser, more of a "feeling" kind of person. Responsive,intuitive,caring are some of the words that can be used to describe a right limbic person. Typical professions of a right limbic person are nurses,musicians,social workers and teachers(totally not my cup of tea!) Hmm..how interesting?

Projects are coming..IEF has got lots of work to do,not to mention AAA and then there's PMKT. Hmm..OM and EC looks heavy too. I need to work hard and drink more coffee! Jia you everyone!

10:27 PM First day of school and i only have 2 hours of lecture to attend. Not a bad start but i need some new stationary to motivate me in school. Perhaps a new pencil case or new pens. Just something new this new year. Lunch at Cartel with Sharon and Mel was good, fulfilling and satisfying. Finally did something that i wanted to do all year. Let's see if it works out accordingly.

Sweetie pie is super duper cute today. Growing up more each day and getting smarter too. She knows what we're talking about now and has learnt how to react accordingly. She's a cheery baby and is always seen smiling and playing. Haha she can entertain herself jolly well. I love her hugs! I think i missed her too much over the weekends, can't get my hands off her today.

Something is bothering me and yet i don't think i can tell the person without it being passed to the person whom i seriously don't want that person to know. I don't trust that person yet and i think that too much 
information has already been made available to that person. Why can't lines be drawn clearly?

12:35 AM

3:23 PM Been missing orientation this week so i guess i'm not fated with the orientation programs organised by my school. Since i've been staying at home and resting today, 
i thought of accessing my school my school portal to print my notes for next week. The best thing is, i can't seem to access it and print my notes and timetable for next week. What the hell is wrong with my internet? It doesn't allow me to go online using Twen, doesn't allow me to log on using the desktop and doesn't allow me to access my school portal. So what's the use of having internet when all the important documents can't be accessed?

I shall go cut my nails for training later and it looks like it is going to rain again. I don't know what to do. Just praying that the rain stops and we could at least do something conducive. I need to start reading too.

12:28 AM I'm sick and all the shit are hanging over my head.  I hate shit especially when i am not prepare to handle it and it comes to me during my weakest hour. Just let me die!
Orientation today brought back the illness and my throat burns! It makes swallowing difficult so i guess i wouldn't be doing much of that anytime soon *hurhur* It leaves me hungry due to the lack of proteins and whatever that is needed by the body when i swallow. Can everything just go to the stomach without entering through the throat? I guess it's late, i'm talking nonsense in no reference to the swallowing advertisement that created a big hoohaa just because Zoe Tay said that she swallowed. Opps..i think i shall go back to my coffin. Bloody hell!!!

12:10 PM I didn't go for the compulsory orientation meeting today. Totally not functioning and the good news is, i slept early yesterday. Think i slept at 12plus after lying in bed for 1hr. Mummy slept in the same room as me so i can't help but try to sleep too. My sweetie pie is awake! And i'm half dead. I need more mental "food".

My phone now comes with no strings attached.

11:25 PM Been losing stuff recently. "Lost" my spectacle last week during training when it decides to fall apart after so many years. Lost my dolphin whistle today during lunch with fellow referee at Pizza Hut. Been losing sleep, losing my temper, losing my sanity at wierd times of the night and losing friends. Let me see what else can i lose by the end of this week. Oh..maybe all my free time since school is reopening soon.

The only thing that i have not lost is my appetite. Ate so much today that i'm still feeling quite empty now and i still have a cup of bubble tea waiting for me. I feel like an empty vessel, i'm not full no matter how much i eat today. My stomach reflects my feelings right now and i hate it.