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Sunday, April 30, 2006
Deanna's 1st facial!!! Princess having her legs waxed. I got caught for being a paparazzi again! With Yuenxin looking on. Met my darlings for dinner yesterday...had yoshi's beef bowl. Been ages since i had that. After dinner, we had hagen daz for dessert. Yea..i missed them loads! Saturday, April 29, 2006
Meeting lian lian at my aunt's place later on. Woohoo..facial for me finally cos i didn't do it yesterday. Yea..looking forward to dinner!! Joined netball for sports and wellness. No more spaces at the other sports so no choice. It's the sport that i want to do least and yet i'm stuck there. Oh well, have to turn up for lesson or i'll be kicked out of school. Met princess to go to sbc together after school. The finals was boring..i fell asleep while watching it. It's the loser pool so why is everyone so excited about it? The National B division is already over, so get over it. Went for facial at my aunt's place after officiating. Princess decides to wax her hairy legs with yuan and deanna did her first ever facial! i just hang around and entertain the crowd. I'm tired..totally shagged. Took lots of pictures which i will post up at a later date. Dinner tomorrow with Lian and Jac. *Broke!!* Missed them a lot. Stupid Bin can't turn up..irritating! Sleep, sleep i need sleep But all i can do is lie in bed With my eyes wide open Restless sleep this few nights. Brains still awake even though my eyes are closed. I can still know what's happening around me and yet i'm asleep. Does that make any sense? Thursday, April 27, 2006
The photowhores at work again!! Met up with princess and Deanna for lunch today at subway and this is what we did. All's well again.
The end result! With all those doodling, it's no wonder that i can't read my timetable correctly resulting in me being 1hr late for lecture today. Lecture starts at 1pm and i happily turned up at 2pm. Woohoo..first time i've been late for school. Oh well...what's done cannot be undone. Shall ask the bimbs to update me tomorrow. Went over to SIM for my make-up lecture at 3pm. Went to town after lecture with Vic, Raj and princess. In the end it's only left with me and princess. On the bus ride to PS.. Symptons of parkinson dieases..it's not me!! On the train ride home!! Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Nothing much to update. Maybe shall update later at night. Shall do my tutorials soon too. West Side Story was nice! The dance, music, and cast was good! Handsome actors and prety actresses added to the visual effect. Woohoo..i love musicals! The story was a modern day Romeo and Juliet and certain scenes in the musical reminds me of Shakespeare's play. The part where Maria stands atop the balcony saying goodbye to Tony was a scene right out of R&J. The ending was different though. Tony died but Maria didn't. But i can feel her heartache when her lover dies in her arms. Imagine that happening in real life. I don't think i can take it. Saw Kelly Poon before we entered the theatre. I didn't recognise her at first. Took a second look at her before i finally confirmed that she's really there. She wore a white top and was standing on the stairs with an umbrella. Was waiting for someone obviously and she looked bored. She's so skinny in real life as compared to the one on tv. Saw her again during the intermission. She was with her mum if i'm not wrong. Saw her again at the end of the musical!! Yea..i'm star struck today!! Woo..saw Charlene Su there too. Was walking along the river when i saw filming crew. Huang Wenyong and Zhang Yao Dong. Filming at this hour is not good. It's cold and tiring. The view on the top of the Esplanade was fantastic. I like looking at Fullerton, it's so beautiful at night. Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Met an interesting lady today! She made me laugh till my sides ache. I like to meet new and interesting people. They widen up my mind and exposes me to different sights. I like to be intellectually stimulated instead of talking about nothing in particular. I like smart people, not the bimbos in my class, not irritating guys who call and talk about nothing and take up my precious time. I like people who laugh at my jokes and GET it instead of just smiling lamely TRYING to GET it. I like smart people!! I'm tired..mentally exhausted not physically. It's like my brain juice have been squeeze dry by suckers. I can name the suckers but i wouldn't since i know it's a public blog and people are reading it. I think that the suckers are reading it too. I need sleep! It's only the second day of school and i'm not fitting in. Don't know anyone well and i just turn up for lecture and disappear straight after that. Not very good if i want to know and meet the people in my class. Met princess after school today. She made me smile from the bottom of my heart. The very first smile today. Haven't been reading the papers lately. I feel so empty. It's like information is not flowing into my brains and i'm half alive nowadays. I'm as shallow as the bimbos now. Superficial, shallow and empty. I can't even find the vocab to describe it! I need time for myself! Do leave me alone sometimes.. Morning class tomorrow. West side story in the evening. Afternoon lesson on thursday and my timetable states that i have a lunch date with princess before lesson starts. Haha..she filled up my timetable for me today at TCC. I have no life unless it revolves around her. That's good! At least, i'll have no time for others. I'm not good at rejecting others.. I saw Silver (project superstar) yesterday at Marina Square with Sly. Monday, April 24, 2006
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Bought myself a new leather file from OP which cost $36 bucks. Ouch..heart pain but i like it. Even princess says it's nice. It's to compensate for yesterday. Was in a horrible mood yesterday. Don't think i was much fun to be around with. Sorry gals...just couldn't sort things out but everything's ok now i hope. Think gastric getting better. Not much pain today. Saw the textbooks that i have to buy. OMG! There're expensive! I say save up from tomorrow onwards. Luckily there's my senior to guide me along or i'll be so lost with all the information i'm getting online. Excited about school which is starting tomorrow!! I'll start at 2pm on monday, that means i can meet princess for lunch! Yea!! Friday, April 21, 2006
I miss grace, jasmine, deanna and yuenxin! I miss the times where we spent chatting over dinner or shopping. I miss the times where we played basketball together. I just miss the times that we used to spend together and share everything. I miss yuenxin's hugs. I miss grace's attitude. I miss jasmine's burps. I miss deanna's philosophical thinking. I miss the time where all five of us will hang out together. I miss the time where we shared everything at Kenny Rogers at Suntec. I think i'm getting too emotional! Thursday, April 20, 2006
"Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to." "Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all." "Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?" "We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger." "What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?" Catholic won the guys match against Serangoon Garden Sec. Both teams played well and SGSS even managed to catch up with Catholic when they were trailing them by quite a few points. SGSS even managed to lead by one point at the last quarter but they didn't managed to keep the lead. In the end, Catholic won by 9 points. Great games today. Hopefully i'll be able to catch the A division finals. School's starting on monday. Printed out econs notes already and i'm bored without even looking at it. I saw demand and supply notes again. Hello...enough of econs already. So the only time when you're awake in the wee hours is not only to wee wee but also when you're having diarrhoea. Lingering smell that will not fade Fading memories that choose not to linger So what do i have left? Wednesday, April 19, 2006
I'm having the worst gastric of my life i guess, the pain gets unbearable sometimes and i get diarrhoea too. Not a nice thought but hey, at least i'm not puking..yet! SRJC lost to NYJC today at the last few minutes. Damn it. It was so close! The final score was 36-31. I guess they just lost steam at the end of the game but to me, they played very well today. 1st day of orientation. Reached school like 45 mins early and waited till my SB(senior buddy, not sports bra) turned up.He was late!!! Nothing to say about guys who are late. Really nothing at all! Had talks and videos at the hall and collected our goodies bag at the convention centre. Know a couple of freshies as we are called and that's about how the orientation went. Popped over to SIM to look for princess since i ended early yesterday. Was raining while i was walking over and i was drenched. Waited for her outside the LT and she left me there till it's her break time. Idiot la that girl. Went to level three to hide from the cold and rain till she finally came to look for me. Crashed her lecture and was reading inside. Pictures will be uploaded later when i have more time. Won't want to mention what she did inside the lecture theatre. She did everything except paying full attention to her lecturer. Went to Queensway Shopping Centre with Princess, Deanna, JC and Alvin after that. Shopped and had dinner before sending Princess to her training ground. Played bball while wearing jeans with JC and Alvin. It's gross!! 19th April 2nd day of orientation! Woke up at 5.30am in order to reach school at 7.30am sharp. Irritating morning!! I thought i was late so i walked faster and by the time i reached the canteen, there's like not a lot of people there. Even better, my SBs are late. one of them was even sleeping away while the rest arrived. What's wrong with guys?! Don't they know that punctuality is a virtue? Had gastric pain after a while and left at about 8.30am. So technically i was in school for only an hour before i left again. How dumb was that? Luckily one of my senior accompanied me back home. He was a graduate from NP and was back to help out. Feel so bad for making him come all the way to AMK before taking the bus back to NP all alone. He's nice..keep asking me how i was and everything. Going to CSH to support SRJC later. JR coming over to accompany me on my bus trip down to Clementi. Haiz..nothing to say. JC is like forever asking questions about what JR is doing. Just leave me alone guys!! Really, before i flare up!! Monday, April 17, 2006
Went to Changkat after officiating. Met up with princess and accompanied her to "dinner". It's technically not considered dinner as she was just snacking. How can three balls and two sticks of chicken fill the stomach? It's definately not enough for me. But then again, my appetite today wasn't very good. I think i'm pmsing. The guys today just pissed me off. How can players be so dumb as to not know they have to sit down while waiting to be substituted? Blocked my view for so many times that i just wish that there's a sign that say, "Please sit while waiting to be substituted". Wee Sern shouted very loudly and asked them to sit down. I nearly threw a chair at them! I was angry with the table official too. He's someone from a neighbourhood JC in Yio Chu Kang area, opposite NYP. Shan't name the school in order to preserve it's name. That guy was damn dumb! Don't know what he was looking at too. I was signalling the number of the player who fouled and he didn't even look at me. How is he going to record the foul in the scoresheet then? Dumbo! That was not the only time he did that. In the end, i gave up..don't care whether he sees a not and just continued with the free throw. He can f*ck up for all i care. I'm doing my job so i don't care if you can do yours. Hope the teacher in charge gave him a good scolding. Idiot!!! I should just find a L partner and settle down. It's getting irritating.. Do anyone know how high is the sky? I guess i'll know it soon when i get my hp bill this month. It's going to be sky-high. I'm busy on almost every saturday from this week onwards. Friends 21st birthday party and i have to turn up. Who's going down for Division 2 then? Nobody wants that job because it's pay is lower than Division 1's. I guess i'll just have to split myself in threes. 2 at SBC and 1 at downtown east. My life is full of shit at this moment. I'm glad that princess and deanna are with me. The only time when you're awake in the wee hours, is when you need to wee wee. Classic line from Ms Wong!! Sunday, April 16, 2006
My life is so complicated now! I don't know why and how it turned out like that. Friday, April 14, 2006
11th April 06... The TCC girls! 13th April 06...@ Kbox. Had fun because Deanna and Ms Wong are with me. I really stick to them like superglue on that night. Muahaha..i love you girls..muacks! 14th April 06...after church today. All of us were totally zonked out. Eyebags!!!!??? Thursday, April 13, 2006
My messages are so going to be over the limit this month. Why can't they try calling me and saying everything all at once and not message me for every little thing? Guys...they're wierd!! I do know that you're not happy that things turn out this way but can you please think of what you have done to make this happen. I'm appalled by your childish behaviour! To think that you're older than me. I did not and do not want to avoid you. But you have left me with no choice. I left because you're there. If my presence makes you awkward, i'll leave. It used to be so simple, why have things become so complicated suddenly? I do not want to think and analyse the situation because i feel that i have done no wrong. Whatever that is going on is because you do not know when to keep your big mouth shut. It doesn't even matter if there's another person in the picture. I really do not see your point of making the whole world know about this and making things difficult for all three of us. Please do use the brains that is in your head and stop thinking with the one you're sitting on. Arg...hell, yes i'm pissed with you! I do not want to lose a friend. Childish behaviour is not tolerated at all. Stay away from me please if you can't think straight!!!! I shall seek peace in HIM! Why do i walk into a trap knowingly? Is it because i'm dumb, Or am i just curious at how things will turn out. I do hope everything turns out right instead of wrong. Lord..do watch over me! Thanks for being so sweet and considerate! Haha..i appreciate that. The distance is far and i guess both of us are tired with all that travelling. Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Went to help Ms Rivera move house after the games at CSH. Her house is so near SRJC and now she's moving to somewhere further away. But the current place that she moved too is so much nicer than the one she was staying at. She just dumped everything into ball bags and we dragged it out of her house for her. We were fast man! Finished moving her stuffs from one place to another in about one hour plus. Haha..we can open our own moving company where deanna and me will help people to move their houses. We would also be the one who take 5 mins for ice cream break while Ms Rivera moved her things up the stairs by herself. Moving house was fun! At the very least, it's a no brainer job which suits me since i don't want to think too much at this moment. Slacked at her place for a while before we moved our ass home. Don't think i'll have to go to gym after all the workout i got. I think i'm writing in point form. So many full stops here and there. Haha..brains not working already. Woohoo..lunch tomorrow and then i'll go down to SBC to watch a friendly match between SRJC and YJC. K box on thursday night! Should i turn up? Movie on friday. Officiating on saturday. Church on sunday. Yup...i'm a free girl! Monday, April 10, 2006
Sunday, April 09, 2006
This post came a bit late because i didn't have time to upload the pictures. Went out for dinner on Friday with Deanna, Jasmine, Grace and Ms Wong. Ate at pizza hut and of course, we took pictures again! Only the 4 of us because Grace decided to eat at Mac's instead. Our delicious food!!!! Next up...the photowhore-Deanna Tan! We were like ok...what's new? And then, It's Jasmine's turn!! Saturday, April 08, 2006
Didn't spend much time with baby since it's arrival. Too busy with "stuffs". I can't handle it! I don't want to handle it and i don't want to send out the wrong signals too. Please tell me what to do!! I'm confused!! Lost and trying desperately to see the light. I don't need 2 person messaging me and asking about my shopping trip!! That's too much to handle at the moment when all i want is erhmm..Arg.... Sucky day..nothing seems to go right. Officiated like the referee from hell. Or should i say i went to hell and back with HIM right there with me. Haha...maybe that's why i didn't die of anger, tiredness and stress. I can handle stress, it's the anger that's scary. It's just lurking somewhere beneath the surface. I need anger management classes.I need hugs too! Friday, April 07, 2006
Went to CSH to officiate again today. How boring! Luckily there's Junrong to accompany me on our way there or i guess i would have been bored to death on the bus. The journey to CSH takes slightly more than 1hr on the bus and a train ride would take around the same time. It's so freaking far away!! My phone bill is so going to explode this month. All those messages to malaysia is so going to bring my bill to a new high! You don't stop loving someone when they're ill.. Love doesn't mean possession. It's the ability to feel happy When the other person finds happiness. Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Went out with Deanna today to go workplace visiting. Visted her friends at Raffles Place and ate at a Viet theme cafe if i'm not wrong. She lead us throughout Raffles Place with a map she printed out. Muahaha...we look like tourists on a trip to the city. Met up with Yuen after that and chill out at TCC before we parted ways. She went to meet her friend whereas Deanna and I went off to trim my hair. After that, it's Deanna's turn to trim her crown at Far East. So my day was spent travelling from Raffles Place to City Hall and then to Orchard before i returned home to await the arrival of my laptop. It's still not here yet but it's still within the time frame given by the person who called me. I'm hoping that it'll turn up today!!
This picture proves my point that Ms Wong takes better pics without looking at the camera. The photowhores!!
"As doctors, we're trained to be skeptical, because patients lie to us all the time. The rule is, every patient is a liar until proven honest. Lying is bad. Or so we are told constantly from birth. Honesty is the best policy, the truth shall set you free, I chopped down the cherry tree. Whatever. The fact is, lying is a necessity. We lie to ourselves because the truth... the truth freaking hurts." "A good basketball game can have us all on the edge of our seats. Games are all about the glory, pain and the play-by-play. Then there are the more solitary games. The ones we play all by ourselves. The social games, the mind games. We use them to pass the time to make life more interesting... to distract us from what's really going on. There are those of us who love to play games, any games. And there are those of us who love to play a little too much." Tuesday, April 04, 2006
Anyway,i met Ms Wong for lunch at city hall today. Ask her to give me morning call and i think even the dead won't rise by the way she tries to wake me up. Luckily i was awake or i would have been scared to death. Imagine a zombie sounding person calling u and repeating "Wake up, wake up" She's not even awake herself can? I think i was lucky today. I anticipated a backcourt violation and called it just when the person stepped on the line.(That's what the table officials told me) How lucky was that? But i was not calling a backcourt violation! Haha..that's the funny part. I don't know why i blew that call but i was DAMN lucky when that person stepped on that line! I didn't even gave the signal of the violation i called simply because i didn't know what was i calling for. Opps...haha that's my fault i know..don't know what i was thinking of anyway. Called a foul when it's not my area, that shouldn't be the case from now onwards. I must be selfish and defend my own areas or i'll be nagged again. Pairing up with Kerry was ok..at least it's not as stressful as the others. But i like the stress, it makes me want to do better and be more alert and perform well i guess. Overall rating today..passed, but can definately do better. I nearly died when my nose decides not to allow free flow of air. It was blocked throughout the 3rd and 4th period. Oh man..when will i be free from this sickness? You can do no wrong... No matter how angry i am It's always not you who gets it Why is that so? You're not perfect! So why do i worship the ground you walked on? Monday, April 03, 2006
Saturday, April 01, 2006
The photowhores!! My DARLINGSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm a photowhore too!! Facial yesterday was heavenly!! It's so comfortable and relaxing that i almost fell asleep when my handphone beeps. It shows Ms Deanna Tan's funny face so i had to reply! Arrange to meet her at Eunos Mrt station so Ms Wong and me happily board the bus thinking that since we can come from Eunos Mrt station, then the opposite bus stop can go back there. Who knows, we got lost! Took a cab and arrange to meet Deanna at Raffles Place instead. In the cab, i received a sms which then reminds me that i'm suppose to meet my friends up on that day too. Arg...i screwed up again! Decided to meet everyone on the same day and introduce the girls to the guys so we had dinner together. Since everything was settled, Ms Wong and i decide to photowhore in the cab. Hahha..i can see the cab driver trying very hard to look at what we're doing without trying to turn his head.
Saw the handsome relief teacher from Xinmin too. Thought he went to Japan but obviously he's still here! I took nice pictures of Ms Wong!!! She looks especially nice when she's not looking at the camera! My friend has a huge crush on Ms Wong!! Nobody seems to want Deanna though.
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