Name
Gwendolyn (:

take me to the sky

2:27 PM CHUNG CHENG HIGH MAIN
The school my brother was posted to.

Went with him to his school today and it was huge! Didn't really like the design though. Too chinese for me. I thought i was in some period drama or something like that. Ok i can't wait for him to start school. Hee..i didn't have a chance to go for my sec one registration because i was overseas and didn't know which school i'm going to till i'm back from my trip. At least i got to experience it today. Wasn't much fun!
Haha..skipped work today! Yeah...5 days off for me! I wished i didn't have to go back. I wanna quit now but think that i'll stay till after January.

9:21 PM I'm on MC again! Now i'm feeling a bit light-headed and seem to be floating around the house. Can't focus on anything at all. It must be the medicine the doctor gave me which makes me feel so terrible. I slept my day away. What a waste..i had wanted to go to SBC for the basketball match held this evening but luckily it's not the finals yet. The finals is more important and interesting of course. Wonder who'll win the game tonight?!

Christmas is getting nearer and nearer. Haven't had the time to go get presents yet. But i know what i want already so i guess the first one to receive presents from me will be ME!

And then i remembered that the budget for gifts is getting smaller and smaller if i have to visit the doctor every 2 weeks. The bill for today's trip to the doc is a frigging $33 bucks! How expensive is that??! I need more money for this festive month. Got a couple of CDs which i'm very interested in. Guess that'll have to wait till after CNY where i'll use my hongbao money to pay for.

11:10 AM I'm bored! There seems to be nothing much to do this month. It's usually pretty busy at the start of the day till about lunch time. I wonder why i'm so free in the morning till evening time. What's the point of coming to work then, when there's practically nothing to be done. And then, there's temptation in the form of morning training. Really don't feel like working today and go to the training in the morning with yuan and jas but it's just too difficult to apply for leave at the last minute without a valid reason to convince the whole universe. That's why i hate working in my present company where everyone is related to everyone. News spread like wildfire here and if you're not careful, the hot news may just be you. I tend to keep to myself here and be as quiet as a mouse. Don't want to utter the wrong stuff and start the fire myself and be burn to death without knowing how. Quitting seems to be the solution to everything and yet, the power to put bread on the table just makes quitting the least desirable thing to do. Money makes the mare goes round. I understand that now. Wish i was still surrounded by the four walls of college which protects me from the harsh reality of the working world. I was naive! And i guess i still am now. I don't want to grow up but can't deceive myself anymore when the body is getting weaker by the day. Chasing the bus leaves me panting like a dog and when the rain comes, my joints ache. I sound like an old lady but that is what happens when people grow old. I'm not at that stage yet..not to worry. I'll be there in a couple of decades. And when that happens i wish i'm six feet underground instead of suffering. I'm a optimistic. (What a huge irony!)

Sick again! Throat is feeling sandpapery and hurting like hell. Coughing fit scares the daylights out of the child staying opposite me. Now he cries whenever he sees me. Just remembered i took MC on the 1st and 2nd and 3rd of december. Today's only the 14th and i'm sick again! What am i to do? I guess the doctor loves me because i provide the bread and butter for his family when i'm seeing him ever so often. No wonder he keeps giving me MC. It's his way of showing gratitude to me!

In the midst of being sick and bored, i have to pretend that i'm very very busy. Having to calculate the sub total and GST of every invoices, i'm very familiar with the calculator and of couse the amount of money every invoice is worth. But it means nothing to me because it doesn't translate into my salary. I'm still getting paid the same amount no matter how many times i re-calculate the invoices. Well probably i can act busy by doing filing later on. But how to do that??!! I can't possible take out everything from the file and put it back in again! It's too easy. Hmm..maybe i can photocopy everything and fax it out. It might take up more time and effort on my part.

OK..Training ends now and thus i shall stop my blabbering. Till the next time i'm bored and free again. Ciao. A bientot!

3:38 PM Had an enjoyable weekend! Watch bball at sbc on sat and saw my fave coach playing. She’s really good! Saw her on Sunday again!
Went for beep test on Sunday morning, really don’t feel like waking up because the weather was really good for sleeping in. Thought that I would be late but in the end, I reached just on time. After that, played bball from morning till evening time. Muscles are aching now but not as bad as I thought it would be. At least I’m exercising now!
Feeling fit!!!

4:49 PM Oh man..why do so many things have to fall at the same day and time?! I just can't choose which to go. Can somebody help me choose.

Christmas is coming soon. Looking forward for a break.

Hate my job...wish i can quit but a promise is a promise. Unless the boss wanna sack me. Hee....