Name
Gwendolyn (:

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11:12 AM 26/5
Serangoon Junior College's sports day! Went back to school to run. Was the flag bearer but luckily jas n yuen was with me and we made jas hold the flag and run. Damn hilarious! Of course we went back for a reason-to support ms rivera and then to see our ex-teachers. A lot of new teachers whom i don't recognise and of course the old teachers whom we love. I saw THE TING during sports day too. What is she doing there? Don't she have to take care of her son?? Eww..
Mr Teng have the nerves to say that i'm disgustingly fair! Oh my god..have i been reduced to a fair skinned chicken during these few months? I'm so going to tan myself!
27/5
Had a hair cut with my cousin yesterday. New hairstyle and it's so much shorter. Went to my aunt's shop after that for facial. What a pampering day!!

What a difference a year make. Last year i was all stressed up and felt that taking part in sports day was a waste of time but this year, i gladly went back to soak up the atmosphere of competition. Last year i was still oggling at my eye candy or should i say my obsession but this year,all is forgotten. Had fun with yuen and jas n i think jas eyes nearly pop out during one of the race. Haha what a bimbotic exclamation : "Wah..i didn't know 100m is so long!!!" Spoken like a real teacher indeed..

Cheerleading was supposed to be the most exciting item of sports day in the past with 5 houses competing for the top honour but this year, all the houses merge into one team and it was a disappointing performance. The ending was so unexpected...as in we didn't expect it to end so soon and without a bang. The budget for this year was definately higher as can be seen on the commitee members. Their shirts are all dry fit and so much nicer than the "official" shirt that we used to get. Green eyed monster stomping around right now!!

12:53 PM Can't believe that i'm out of job for 3 weeks. Have been quite bored on certain days where there's nothing for me to do but overall it's still quite fun. More time for me and my family, Can't believe that i spent so much time with my aunts travelling to Malaysia and at their shop. The trip to Malaysia yesterday was good. The food was nice and i can't imagine that i ate so much just for breakfast alone but i think the food was worth it. Had a chance to be out in nature and i pluck the mangoes out of the tree like a true blue fruit picker. Haha..it was fun and the smell of the mangoes was so nice that i can't wait for them to ripen so i can feast on them. Next on the agenda is to wait for the rambutans to ripen before i can work as a fruit picker again. Yum yum...

I couldn't help feeling lonely sometimes. Where are all my friends when i need someone to talk too,to hang out with? Somehow i feel left out of things and i can't help but to build a wall around myself. You can say that it's a protective layer or that i'm needing the wall for support but it's there for a reason. I don't know what i'm talking about!!!

There's still no sign of you anywhere..i've learnt not to search and wait anymore.

12:53 PM Life's been go this few days. It's totally about me and things that i want to do yet didn't have time to do. More reading time and more vcds to watch. Can go down for bball matches too and i wouldn't have to calculate how much pay i'm losing to go down for a match. Haha..i guess it's just so much fun to be without care in the world.
One Great News: I passed my REFEREE TEST!!!!!
One Bad News: I'm going Broke!!

12:53 PM I'm feeling fat! Is that considered as a feeling at all? Oh man..all this eating and not exercising just makes me feel even fatter. I miss the trainings i used to get every week with the bball girls, at least that's when i know i can't be fat. I miss bball and the girls. Maybe should join the juniors for training someday.
Have to email to the job agency about a job...don't feel like doing it bleah!!! My computer is down and now i'll have to use my dad's cheena computer. Couldn't figure out anything in chinese.
Too much time with too little things to do. Have been putting off things for a while and i guess i can't put it off anymore. Ok i shall deal with it tomorrow morning!

12:08 PM First day of unemployment:
Went to the wet market with mummy and help her to carry her stuff back from the market. Damn heavy...finally realised where she got her muscles from. Haha..no more flabby arms for me. Got a call from Grace (Iras) asking me to go back to work. Haha..not a chance since i got this week planned out. Maybe next week if they still need me. Weather is damn hot! So nice for sun tanning but yet i do not want to ruin my face..just did facial yesterday.
Missing those colleagues form IRAS..will remember them for the wonderful times we spent together. Shall try to finish "Middlesex" soon and return it to Ed. Have been hogging on his book since forever!