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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Haha...went kbox with my fellow colleagues and we had a hell of a time there. The queen of singing has to go to Jeanette Quah of table tennis fame. Wow..powerful singer! Really enjoyed myself with woman, jasmine, jeanette, joyce and yiling (though i hardly know her). Hee...shopped around and bought myself another polo t-shirt. The exact same colour and size as jasmine and joyce. Took leave on monday to watch the juniors match! Wow...very exciting and i'm glad that they are lucky enough to get 2 good players after the 2nd intake. Hmm...very lucky i should say or they'll have a tough match this time. Foul trouble really kills them a lot. What to do? Too late for anyhting now. Just hope that they would not be foul out from the game. Went to watch "Pacifier" after the match with Ms Su. Haven't seen her in a while and it was fun hanging out with her again. Her laughter is infectious... Went for facial with lian and bin on thursday. Really nice and relaxing after a tiring day of work. Haven't seen them since CNY and we really just talk and crap all the way. Haha..missed them lots and we somehow don't feel th gap between us whenever we meet and they'll always feel me up with the going-ons. Haiz..lian left for America for holiday and she's going for a month. Am so going to miss her! Went home with bin at around 11 plus. Super tired on friday and i fell asleep while manning appointment line. Opps...too bad no calls what. Got waken up by jasmine lim! Arg... A busy week and i like it. No time to think of other stuffs and be sad. Haha..shall go swimming tomorrow with bro or cycling. Have to start losing weight that i gained from all those snacking during office hours. I don't want to be a pang sze! I MISS JOYCE WOON!!! Must meet up again k lady.. Some people are just so not worth it. I'm jaded.. Friday, April 15, 2005
Tiring day...had 70 calls. More colleagues left today. Not fun anymore! Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Sometimes i do wonder about the reason and purpose why people do certain things. Do they donate to charity because they are able to claim the reliefs for donations? Do people take care of their parents because they are also able to claim reliefs for them? Why do people have to make a big fuss out of something and you have to question us about it? Make things difficult for others and only care about yourself. What is the reason that you donate in the first place. Is it because you truly believe in the cause of the organisation or are you just trying to lessen the burden of your tax? What is the purpose of the donations then? WHY?! Some siblings quarrel about who is claiming parent relief for their parents and both refuse to talk it out among themselves and wants us to decide it for them. For me, I won't grant anything to you heartless creatures. Would you then fight to take care of your own parents then. The same goes for child relief. What is the purpose of you having children. Do you really want to take care of them and nurture them or are you just having children because the government is giving you incentives to have children to boost the birth rates of our pathetic island? Why make a big fuss out of ECR and WMCR? Just because WMCR is a lower amount, you insist of wanting ECR when it is already phase out! I really wonder what kind of mentality people have nowadays. Just what is the purpose of our life and why are we doing the things we are doing everyday? I'm lost! The most absurd question i heard today: "How come EIR is still $1000? Don't IRAS take in account inflation rates after so many years?" What the heck! Why the hell are you alive? Don't want to be tax then please go be a road sweeper. I'm sure you won't be tax on your meagre income and you won't even know what EIR is! 10am till 10pm tomorrow again. Think i should be able to pick up 80 calls depending on my mood. Feel really bad for those sitting around me today. They really got burnt by my fiery temper. Do not blame others for your own incompetency/stupidity. I pity the one who has to put up with you! Don't people read the newspaper or watch the news anymore? Is my family the only "traditional" one that will find out the current affairs through the papers and news? What happened to Straits Times which is suppose to be the most read paper in Singapore? Everything is so fake! Saw Annabelle Francis' husband today...the rapper...who can miss his hairdo?! I miss the holy one! Sunday, April 10, 2005
I never could've seen this far I never could've seen this coming Seems like my world's falling apart Yeah Why is everything so hard I don't think I can deal with the things you said It just won't go away In a perfect world This could never happen In a perfect world You're still be here And it makes no sense I could just pick up the pieces But to you This means nothing Nothing at all I used to think that I was strong Until the day it all went wrong I think I need a miracle to make it through Yeah I pictured I could bring you back I pictured I could turn back time Cuz I can't let go I just can't find my way Yeah Without you I just can't find my way In a perfect world This could never happen In a perfect world You're still be here And it makes no sense I could just pick up the pieces But to you This means nothing Nothing at all I don't know what I should do now I don't know where I should go I'm still here waiting for you I'm lost when you're not around I need to hold on to you I just can't let you go Yeah Yeah In a perfect world This could never happen In a perfect world You'll still be here And it makes no sense I could just pick up the pieces But to you This means nothing Nothing at all Nothing, nothing at all Nothing at all I need to exercise.I'm still waiting for u to fulfil ur promise of teaching me roller blading.
Thursday, April 07, 2005
Haha...didn't manage to get back what i type just now. Short term memory occuring again..can i reboot the system? Just remember that i don't feel like going to work today.. Oh..facing major decisions in my life right now. Should i wait for NIE's letter or just accept the poly's admission? Should i leave on the 15th or 30th? I don't know..what should i do now? I still get depressed form time to time..i need to change my brains!!!! Can't get you out of my head. Everything just reminds me of you. When will you be back? How do i let go? I really don't know. I'll just immerse myself in work and hope that everything will be gone. Monday, April 04, 2005
and wait.. and wait.. and wait.. till the hair on my head turns white I wait and wait.. and wait.. and wait.. till the veins on my neck turns blue I wait and wait.. and wait.. and wait.. till the colour of my face turns purple I waited and wait.. and wait.. and wait.. till then you still didn't show up The more i feel the more i write The more i write the less i feel The less i feel the more i understand The more i understand the less the pain (am i making any sense here) I decided that i should not wake anymore! Nitey nitez..everyone. There's no one for me to talk too at all! I was practically on the phone all day or staring at the wall when i'm not on the phone. Haiz...when did it start to become like this? But then again..i was more patient with my TPs because there's no one for me to talk too and they're the only ones listening and talking to me. After lunch was better...more people to talk too and there's something for me to do-go round asking people when they're leaving. Haha..what a depressing job. Freak..i nearly cried in the office today. All thanks to the "friend" of mine. Fine..i'm not going to pretend that i'm not pissed with you. I'm freaking pissed off with you and if you piss me off further, i'm going to blow my top. Shouldn't have passed you the phone when your TP called and should have said you're not around. Bloody hell!!! I'm not going to make an effort making things work because i think it's not worth it anymore. You blowing hot and cold is getting on my nerves and you can go die for all i care! Just fuck off! Stop hanging onto something when you know it can't work out. You're just irritating people more than you ever know. I'm tired of waiting and i feel like leaving But... I'm afraid that once i leave, You'll appear This has happened too many times before And i don't want it to happen again I continue waiting For your name to appear on my screen... ...in vain... Friday, April 01, 2005
It seems so busy and hectic suddenly and everyone is asking for infomation or help and it just overwhelms me suddenly. Nobody is there to coach the new baby and i just left her to her own devices. I just want to hide in my own little corner, in my own little chair and do my own stuff and answer my own calls. Perhaps i can start blending in with the wall and ignore everything else that is happening around me. Supposed to meet yuen to go town but in the end had to work till 10pm at night with YH. Damn tiring...yuen thought it was an April Fool's day joke. SH bought macs for us because we didn't go for dinner at all. So touched! Not like porcupine who's so mean to us. Now, even Amelia is quitting. It was boring to work at night. Limited phone calls and there's no one else to talk to. The only nice thing is that, the permanent staffs have to ask me questions which they know nuts about. Haha...feeling quite proud that i can answer their queries. Stupid system cannot be logged in after a certain time..why can't humans do that? Mentor came back for a while today to sign her resignation letter. Popz..and she's gone again. Wooo...had a record breaking 106 calls today!!! Don't think anyone ever hit that record because no one work from 8am till 10pm before. Was kind of slacking after getting my 100th call. Can't really blame me because my brains shut down after 9pm and officially turn to suicidal thoughts. Had to drag myself home after work. Where's my chauffeur??!! A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.
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