Name
Gwendolyn (:

take me to the sky

12:17 PM Had loads of fun this weekend. Celebrated Joan's birthday at K Box and we were there since 1.30pm till 7pm. Sang lots of songs and just enjoyed the company of the girls. G.P can really sing well. Just don't look at her and one can imagine a sweet girl singing. Haha...i'm so mean. The company was great so i hope Joan enjoyed herself that day. After all the singing,we went off for dinner. Wanted to go for steamboat but there's a change in plans so we went to eat sushi buffet instead. Pastamania was too crowded and Carmen led us on a wild goose chase in search of Swensens. Dinner was fun and we bought a small cake for joan....picture taking time!! After dinner,we went off to play pool but was too crowded so we went to acid bar to chill instead. Jocelyn and G.P went off to Chinablack to club. Left with the rest of the girls at around 11pm. Yuen,Carmen and Renee went off to play pool. Met up with Ena,Jocelyn and Yuen to go for spa on sunday. They did jacuzzi,steam bath and sauna all in the same day. Hope they're not dehydrated... Next time shall bring Siying they all to go have fun and relax.

Starting work tomorrow at IRAS. Hope everything goes on smoothly for me and i'll meet lots of interesting colleagues and have lots of fun. Lots of people i know are in there too so at least there'll be company during lunch.

Although i'm enjoying the time that i spent being unemployed and being busy with my own life,somehow something is still missing terribly. There's this feeling that i know what it is but yet i just can't really put my finger on it. What is wrong??!! I miss the carefree life in school. I miss basketball and i miss the company on the court. I miss the girls terribly!!!! I miss Andrea...

There was once when i was having a major infatuation on this person and everything that he do or said affected my moods in every single way. The way he don't reply my messages or give me dumb excuses just seems to irritate me and i guess my irritation just annoyed my friends even more. I'm sorry for the way i am and now i'm ready to let everything go...or should i say i have already let go. His messages doesn't mean as much now and everytime i see him, the lesser i feel for him. Yes, i do admit that i will take care of him if anything happens but that's just on a friend basis and i'm not expecting anything in return. Hell..i even deleted most of the messages he sent me except for a few. I need to find another person to feast my eyes on. Haha...stupid talk with my aunts yesterday prompted me to finally settle everything within myself. I feel stupid for feeling this way but i just can't help myself. It's time...to move on,to stop all my explanation and mood swings. To stop feeling this way..

11:17 AM Haha...ended my job on Chinese New Year's eve and i'm now happily unemployed till maybe after the Malaysia Trip which i'm still deciding whether i should go.Had a great time at the chalet with the bball girls last weekend and almost everyone turned up with the exception of PS who had a tight schedule. Hmm..shall continue later when i bring my little niece home.Haha..missed her loads.Shall prepare to go now!
Haha..the chalet was lots of fun and we had fun clubing together. G.P and Jocelyn got drunk that night and joan.deanna and me had to send them back to the chalet.G.P was hilarious because she was so drunk yet she was asking people to take care of Ena,YanSze and Ruiyi.Don't know what else she was mumbling about in the cab.Lazy to bother about it.Both of them just collaspe on the bed once we reached the room but G.P was better cos she remembered to wash her face and rinse her mouth before sleeping.Had to force joc to take out her contacts.Diaoz...
2nd day was spent sleeping in the room or playing mahjong.It was fun as well though i may not seem so to others. I think it's just the quality of time we spent and not the quantity.We had fun talking and playing games. The night was even more fun because of Carmen..she was playing a game with the rest of the girls and all of us had great fun even though i didn't participate.Too tired already.We had a couple of horror scenes which i shouldn't elaborate.Too horrible to even think of it.But then again,it was fun!
Checked out the next day and went out with mum.Don't know where i got the energy from but i only slept at 11.45pm at night.Hmm..think i'm made of steel.Haha...

4:29 PM She had finally learnt to let go..there's no dreamy look in her eyes when we talk about you and the mere mention of your name does not get her all excited like before.Hope that it's a good sign.I know that she thinks of you sometimes but she seems to be doing quite well.I wish the best for her. The feeling of letting go can only be experienced by her but somehow,i seem to be more relieved than her.Haha..
I missed everyone in school! The juniors and teachers too..


3:43 PM Was very pissed off by what happened yesterday during work. Damn busy yet my 2 colleagues had to leave for lunch so i asked them to go for lunch as it was quite late already. I had to take care of the whole place myself and sell the freaking prawns while chasing away stupid secondary school kids from touching and fooling around with the fridge and sea cucumber. All these were done at the same time while catching prawns,weighing them and telling other customers the prices of other stuff. Imagine my happiness when i see my colleagues coming back from their "lunch break". Guess what? They told me that they went to the bank instead of going for lunch and had to go off for lunch again. WTH! I know it's pay day and you people had to deposit your pay in the bank but you people can do it one by one instead of going together. Heck! You can walk off and go to the bank so can i. Damn it man! Really pissed off yesterday. The tiger gals are good company..thanks grace..for listening to my whines.Love ya lao po!