Name
Gwendolyn (:

take me to the sky

3:37 PM I improved my timing for solitaire again!! 79secs...try beating that! Went to my aunt's shop to help out after work yesterday. Nothing much to do too so just sit at the counter and eat ice cream...yum yum. Slept till 11am this morning because i decided that i shall not turn up for work today. Don't want to waste another 3 and a half hours reading magazines. I'm running out of magazines to read and i don't want to buy anymore. Haha..had a bit of "me" time with myself today. Feeling quite good about it. Meeting Deanna and Char for dinner today and we'll probably go down for countdown or something like that. Fun..fun..fun! Haven't met up with a lot of people this holiday but i'm sure we'll meet up someday really soon. Haha...it's my dream again!


8:23 PM Accompanied my brothers to get their scholarship and merit bursary yesterday.Saw how the reporters work and film the prime minister when he was making a speech on the stage.Very interesting!!!Saw the reporter too..she's massive!! Muahaha...i'm mean!

Today's another wasted day for me because there's nothing much to do.See..i use "nothing much" because there's something to do but it's not enough to last the whole day.The work can be done in half an hour but i have to drag till like 3 hours so that i'm occupied for a couple of hours.How interesting!??After lunch,i practically rot in the office playing solitaire.My best timing was 80secs!Haha...that's because of the trainings that i have everyday!Hmm...that's a summary of my whole working weeks.Think i need to change my work soon.I'm going to turn into a zombie!Was falling asleep while i was doing the general ledger.Wonder if i knock off the correct amount or i made a mess of everything?

I'm disappointed again! I guess the greater the expectation,the greater the disappointment.The promises that we had, all came to naught and i'm the only naive one holding on to the promises.The feeling was terrible when i realised that we had changed,drifted apart and all those promises were never meant to be kept.We are all busy with our own stuff and whatever was said in the past were just our naivity at work.The wonderful dreams of our future after the A's.The sinking feeling sucks!Should i continue to dream or wake up and face reality?


9:07 PM Went out early this morning to Yishun for bball game.Thought they had only 2 teams so i'll form another team so that the trophies won't be wasted.Guess what? When we reached there,there's already 5 teams on the court and they looked damn good! Haiz..the outcome was expected because we didn't play for so long and had no stamina at all.Went to far east after that to support andrea.Hee..the SR ex-dance team was having a competition at far east called the hip hop extravaganza.Saw a lot of SR people at far east whom i know.Haha..never met so many people i know in town before.Saw Joan twice today at 2 different places.We got fate to meet manz!Saw my primary school cum secondary school friend at Suntec too.So happy...she didn't change much just got prettier i guess. Tomorrow's game is cancelled cos everyone's tired after today.Shall change it to next week then.Asking around for more people to come down and play and hopefully we'll all get to lose some weight! Need to train up on my stamina too...
Suddenly feel like going to church again.Haven't been down in a year.Miss the feeling.


8:52 PM Woohoo..the end of the work week.I always look forward to the weekends nowadays because i can rest at home or go out with my friends. I'm going for a bball competion tomorrow at Yishun organised by dear Edward! Hee..hope it'll be fun but till now,i only know that there's 3 teams so most probably we'll get 3rd. Haha...swimming on sun!! Loads of fun coming up this weekend.Hopefully the weather holds up so that i'll not be disappointed. So long never exercise already...think i'll be out of breath tomorrow and i mean really out of breath!!
Hate it when people don't reply my message but never mind,i'll continue waiting! So disappointed that it had to be you.Why can't you be different from the others? You are so common!!!!!
Miss loads of people this holiday...haiz...yuen..come back soon k.Ena will be out from camp only on sun...seeing grace tomorrow.Hopefully deanna will turn up too.


1:30 AM Really enjoyed dinner with the girls though i might be complaing to much on my previous post.Enjoyed sitting down and talking to them to know how their life have been this couple of months.Haha..i think dinner time is the best to sit down and talk about everything.I like the little talk we had at Bakerz inn too.It's so warm and fuzzy(think it's not supposed to be used in this context).Haha...i like to talk instead of shop!


1:21 AM Mobile phones just dissed me off big time today! What the heck, you went out with your friends and the other party just seemed to be more interested in his phone instead of talking to you.You're there in person, you'll respond immediately so why is it that the phone seem to be holding his attention the whole evening? You dream, you stone and you do everything else except listening to us talk. Not that we wanna ignore you but you seem to be ignoring us with your phone. Hell..if the other party is more interesting then don't bother coming out with us. I'm dragging my tired body filled with rashes to meet a person who just wanted to be with his phone ALONE??!! I'm sorry..i'm not interested! Arg...pissed me off. It's not the 1st time and i guess it won't be the last time so i think i shouldn't be complaining to much. I guess it's just that the weekend is coming and i have been working for 3 whole days with rashes irritating me so my mood is pretty much affected by every little thing. Hmm..i guess i'm just making an excuse but who cares? You didn't consider our feelings so should i be bothered by it anymore? Should have gotten used to it by now but then again...can you stand being ignore for most of the evening? I may be dissed with mobile phones tonight but if i lose my phone, i don't know what i'll do. I'll probably kicked up a fuss and cry my heart out cos my phone is my connection to my friends so if i lose it, i'm disconnected with the going ons and i hate that. You won't know what to say the next time you meet and will probably be thinking that the person changed a lot. But is it really the truth or are you just not bothered to be informed about the person's life? I guess i'm not making any sense now but i trying to type with one hand with the other scratching my ass! Arg..i just received a message from my aunt which is meant for my cousin.What the fuck...don't they see properly before sending a god damn message which doesn't make sense to me? I'm not going to waste my message sending back to tell her that she message the wrong person cos i'm pissed with the phone! switching it off now! Arh..feeling much better..

Anyway, it's cool to meet up with my sec sch friends whom i haven't seen in a couple of months and it's thanks to them that i got through the horrible exam period mugging for the A's. Their encouragements just made everything seem more bearable and i got through today's work thinking that i'll see them in a couple of hours. Haha..but what a couple of hours. I've seen changes..lots of it in fact but i knew it would be like that. Everyone is experiencing different kinds of life now that we are not studying in that innocent world where we call sec sch. Perhaps it was only innocent during our time but since everyone graduated from that innocent world, it just made fairy tales seem more like fairy tales. Am i making any sense here? Perhaps not! Little Miss Muffet doesn't sit on the tuffet eating her pie?! She eats oyster fresh from the sea sitting in her castle and drives the carriage to the ball!!! To think that i rushed down from work and missed the damn bus stop and had to walk back to the MRT1 Am i dumb or what? I should have taken my own sweet time.

5th day of work: Went to help out at the store moving the goods and stuff just to make time move faster.Ar..well it didn't help.

I love meeting up with the girls...without the handphones!
I wanna go for the referee course,i wanna learn how to drive,i wanna buy lots of stuff and i wanna learn how to roller blade. Tell me which of the above doesn't involve money and i'll sign up right away. I wanna read too!

I miss ya again!!Darn!!!


10:44 PM All the anticipation and anxiety all disappeared in a couple of hours,but some how i feel that all the preparation is worth it to see all my school mates transformed in a single night.Haha... the babes turn up for prom and i'm so glad to see my idol looking so beautiful!!She look beautiful everyday but especially beautiful on Mon.Took lots of pictures with my classmates and friends.Haha..everyone look so different!The food was bad..no sharks fins at all...come on we paid $85 for winter melon soup?!Don't get it at all.The lucky draw prizes were not bad though.I got a hair curler and straightener..had 8 functions in all but too bad,i've got short hair.Shall try it on other girls muahaha...anyone interested to let me play with their hair?
Went clubbing after prom.Went to ChinaBlack at first but it was close..wasn't there suppose to be a VJ party??After that we decided to go to Cheeky's but it was close too.In the end we went to Double O instead.Wow..think the whole place is filled with SRJC students.Everywhere i go i seem to be looking at a familiar face.Really surprised to see Lukey and Edward at Double O!Had a couple of drinks and got high...walked all the way back from MS to Orchard hotel(where we were staying).It's a long way but bearable because of all those who were with me.Hmm..Jocelyn got a bit drunk i think..talking nonsense and can't walk straight at all.Had to hold her all the way from MS back to Orchard Hotel.Luckily we're with her or i don't know what will happen..diaoz.Heard that a guy got real close to her...m(x x)m Haha..enjoyed the walk back to the hotel.It was drizzling and the night is cool and quiet.Reached hotel at abt 5am in the morning and finally fell asleep at around 6.30am.Was talking to the girls but they fell asleep one by one.Yuenxin was the 1st one to sleep and Ena joined her soon after.The rest of us bundled in the other room and talk till dawn.Deanna and Joan left at 6.30 i guess.Was half asleep when they woke up...shared a bed with Jocelyn after Deanna left.Lucky didn't kicked her off the bed...checked out from the hotel and went for brunch before going home on the bus.Haha..slept till 6.30pm when i got home.Haiz..too bad had to work today or i can sleep in instead.

3rd day of work: Nothing much to do after 12pm. Seriously wished that i'll be busy tomorrow!!!


4:17 PM Day 1: Nearly blinded for staring at the computer and looking at numbers for so long.(Thurs)
Day 2: Continue staring at the computer but took a break for ice-cream.Left at 5.10 cos 5pm is my official time to go home.(Fri)
So officially i have been working for 2 days already and saturday i went to my aunt's shop to help out.Dawn,Monica and Li Hua came over for a facial and they were the VIPs for the day.So boring waiting for the girls as they were doing their facial so li hua and i went for a sauna instead.Haha..i pespired like hell after 20 mins but Li Hua needed another 10 mins before she started pespiring.Wow...i will faint if i stay in there for so long so i went for my shower instead.Hee...so refreshing!!Wanted to for for jacuzzi but there's too many people in the VIP room so a bit shy la.Haha..nvm there's other times.
Just came back from my manicure and pedicure session.Haha..pretty pink nails and i swear i will take care not to spoil my nails before prom tomorrow.Been so busy preparing for prom so i hope it'll be fun.Took 2 days off for prom so no need to work on mon and tue.Haha..will be seeing everyone tomorrow at the hotel YeaH!!!*Excited*


11:10 PM Went to highlight my hair after the trip to Deanna's temporary new house. Have been busy this few days because of work and prom stuff that need to be done. Don't seem to have time for myself anymore and all the movies that i want to watch have ended their run in the theatres.Haha..maybe go borrow VCD from my aunt but don't think that i will have the time to watch them. Kinda wish that i didn't start work so soon so that i can have more time to do the things that i want to do but if i don't work, i don't have the money to spend on the things that i want to do. BIG dilemna here!
Tired..shall blog again when i have the time..