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Gwendolyn (:

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1:20 PM Went around searching for prom stuff with Yuen and Deanna on friday...sat around at Taka Square to watch the Nike Fearless5 basketball match for 2 hours before we start to move our asses.Wow...impressive display of skills from the girls team.Saw my first alley done by a girl!!!Totally steady pom pee pee..hahaha.Woo...deanna's figure is a killer man!We went to Zara and she tried on a black dress and she looked fantastic in it.Hmm..shouldn't make her too proud of what she have here.
Stayed home on saturday and tried to clear up my notes and stuff. Suddenly thought of the days i spent sitting at my desk digesting the notes and mugging for the exams till the wee of the night.Thinking back at those nights,it didn't seem so bad after all compared to the emptiness that i felt this few nights with nothing to do. Tried reading magazines last night and slept at 2.30am.If mummy didn't enter my room and made me go to bed,i guess i'll still be awake at 3am.Am i suffering from insomia?It doesn't seem to plague me when i have to mug for the A's but it started as soon as the A's ended.Haiz...life is wierd!
On a happier note,i found my shoes for prom yesterday...daddy drove me around to shop for shoes and he had to stand outside the shops as the umbrella is dripping wet.Haha..mummy and i were laughing at him for looking like a security guard.Hee...the umbrella is big enough to shelter the 3 of us so the task of keeping it safe is left to daddy.Muahaha...it's fun shopping without my 2 bros tagging along.At least there's no complains and whines that we're taking too long to shop for a pair of shoes.Hee..major fun!


10:43 PM Hmm..the 1st day after exams. Felt quite lost because I don't have to study when i wake up, don't have to make sure that i concentrate enough on my notes and don't have to record the shows that i want to watch anymore. It's a routine that is broken from the time exams finished on the 24th of Nov at 5.15pm. Now that there's no routine to follow, it's like i lost a part of me and i walk around the house like a zombie. Couldn't stand mummy today...maybe it's due to the increase in amount of time we spend looking at each other cos i'm usually in my room for most of the day.
Haiz...was quite a bad day at first and cos i dunno wat to do, i went to sleep at 1pm and woke up at 1.15pm. After that went to aunt's house for facial but didn't do it today cos i need to rush off for bball which is at 5pm. Hee...had lots of fun as usual with the bball girls and Yan Sze came down today too!!! Will really miss them since everyone will go their seperate way after this. Haha..of course i'll miss my classmates and everyone that i know in school but the feeling is just so different. I guess it's because we went through so much together that made me miss the girls more somehow.
Am going out with them again tomorrow to look for prom stuff. It's a girls day out so no guys allowed! Haha deanna will be so sad but nvm there's still another day k. Will definately accompany you when that day comes. Haha..we were complaining that there's nothing to do when we reached home after bball. That's so ironic when a few days earlier, i was complaining that there's no life for me when i mugging at home and wished that the exams will be over soon. But once it's over, i feel that there's nothing for me to do already. Hmm..get the drift? I think i lost my ability to speak properly since i MIA for so long and today when i tried talking to the girls, out came gibberish. Sometime i don't even understand myself and have to start all over again or i'll be mis-pronouncing words. Is that post exams blues or what? Enjoyed talking to Deanna at the bus stop...haven't talk to her in ages and just miss her. Haha..glad i did that today so it's a wonderful day! Lalalala
I really don't know what to do..can't sleep cos it's not my bedtime(usually sleep at 1 or 2am) and i woke up too early this moring at 7.30am. It seems like a really long day. Shall plan my days from next week onwards so that at least i still have a few more days to bum around. I'm going to clear my files, room and notes on saturday!! Yeah..that's a promise!


6:29 PM Hmm..major papers start next week and i'm still not stress enough to push myself to study harder.Not that i'm not studying but i just feel that it's not enough.Especially econs...gets a headache whenever i flip open my econs notes.Haiz..3 more days to econs and yet i'm not anywhere near the end of macroeconomics.Just day dreaming about what to do after the A level exams.Decided to work and earn some $$...maybe go for some courses too. Must plan properly after the last paper and then spend the holidays wisely.It's too long a holiday for me to stay at home and bum around.Hmm...really can't bum around or i'll just get fatter.Weight is getting heavier but i'm not divulging it..just that i can't afford it anymore.Have been doing a bit of exercise myself and i played badminton with my bros the other day.Not much of a challenge and of course not enough of a challenge for me to break out in prespiration so i guess that didn't help.Will probably go for a swim again tomorrow but i don't wanna get too tan cos prom is nearing.Don't want to look like an indian on that day...hee..getting vain! And of course i'll be meeting up with my friends after the A's.Hee getting excited just thinking about it but i have to get the A's out of the way 1st.That is something that keeps me going i guess....of course there's the msgs and tags that i received from the lovely friends that i have. Love ya all!!! *hugs*


11:21 PM Arg..never study at all after gp paper on thurs!!Just slacking around at home and even if i touched my notes,it'll be just 2 hrs in the whole day.Hmm...don't think will be able to finish studying macroeconomics cos i haven started yet.
Anyway,i went for a swim today! Haven't swim in a long time...guess the last time i swam was abt 7 years back??!Haha..had fun swimming with my bros and we went J8 for lunch.Hee...got a little bit of tan..just a little...wasn't as tan as i wanted but mummy made me buy sunblock so next time i won't have an excuse to get tan.Eww..luckily i told her i didn't bring enough $$ so shall get tanner the next time i go swimming.Ok maybe the next time i swim will be after the A's. I wanna get tanner,i wanna lose some weight,i wanna be fitter!!