Name
Gwendolyn (:

take me to the sky

6:36 PM Haven't been studying much this few days.Did a bit of geo,econs,lit and gp but dun think will be able to finish studying. Heck..i'll just do whatever i can. Have been in a foul mood lately and i didn't know why..just feel like pounding my fist against the wall.Opps..am i getting violent?


8:58 PM "Graduation (Friends Forever)"
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Will Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
[Repeat 1]La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Guess that summarises what graduation is to different people. The questions that have to be answered, the insecurities that people feel, the fear that somehow everyone will drift apart and that memories will fade...
Somehow i feel that we have began drifting apart since this year or should i say some friendship have been created and strengthen in this 2 years of education. Where do i belong?




11:18 AM Life's a bore..i hate the weekends because i just couldn't study at all. I know it's a long day but maybe that's why i have been putting off studying till it's the evening on the weekends. The irony is that, i want to watch tv programmes during the time when i'm suppose to be studying so studying is postpone till about 10pm. After studying for a while,the bed is calling for me to warm it up because it's chilly especially on weekends.Haha..and that goes my weekends!
Haiz..i regret going home so soon on thursday after all that brain numbing consultations. Should have gone with yuen and jas to play bball with the juniors. Although i can't play due to my problematic skin,at least i can be there to absorb the wonderful atmosphere speaking of which,i haven't touch my geo text for quite some time. Haha..digressing! Yup..at least i'll be there to see the big boobs playing bball and to thank her for tiring out #7 during the OFS match. Without her,we couldn't have won and #7 wouldn't have fell so many times and i wouldn't be standing under the basket waiting for a pass that will never come and look like a fool. Arg..i wish i was there to wipe that stupid smile on her face when she's telling her friends or whatever you call those suckers that will listen to her nonsense that she's indispensible to the team. Why is it call a team when you're the only one playing? It's call a one-man show and i think i really hate that. Haha..i guess we all were doing fine when you took time off to heal that stupid ankle of urs and the team really bonded (at least the jc1s did)! Retard! How many JC2s were playing that day and Deanna was slogging her guts out too.Who are you to say that we wouldn't have won without you..think only a retard like you will.Shouldn't bother myself with the thoughts of big boobs anymore but you really anger the whole lot of us with your stupidity.Did you even score??!!

Happy birthday yuenxin!! Must enjoy yourself today wor...

So going to miss the days when we were all studying in the same class and listening to the teachers.There's never going to be a next time because we all graduated from the school that we spent almost 2 years in.Hopefully we'll get to have a class gathering where the whole class will turn up and there'll be no missing souls. Before that,let's jia you for the "A"s which is creeping up on us!


7:17 PM Went to town after grad day! Met Hans at the bus stop at heartland...so surprised to see him and he still look the same.Called Charlene to join us too and guess what...she drove us there instead.Deanna was a bit frightened i think cos she look as green as the car we were in. Muahaha..funny! Lots of fun...Charlene couldn't park her car properly and she took 2 mins to park according to Jasmine. Hee...she was so stressed that she put her head against the steering wheel before finally parking her car.I was laughing too hard to notice the time. We kept quiet when she was parking and Yuen even turn the volume of the radio down...Char was like "Why did you turn off the music??!!!!!" Hilarious man! Haha....too much laughter on the way there. Time passed so fast.Grad day is over..having consultation tomorrow so haf to go prepare! Tired!


1:25 PM Haven't been blogging for quite some time,have been studying this few days but i feel so inadequate! Why did it seem like i know nothing more than before i start studying? Been feeling quite bad this week but little gestures from my friends just cheer me up lots!! Hee...it's a nice feeling when you know that you're in somebody's thoughts...that really cheered me up when i'm down at the bottom of the pits. Thanks for the call andrea!!! I was slacking away when you called and it really motivates me. Shall study really hard in this 20 days before the exams!!
Thank you grace for the jay chou cd...

Went to Sakae for lunch yesterday..was so full that i didn't eat dinner.Hmm..actually suppose to visit gary with the class but i left my bag in the study area and i was still out at 4pm so decided not to go.Guilty....

Graduation Day today!!! Had breakfast with the bball girls in the morning at the coffeshop outside school. Almost everyone turn up today i guess...amy,huili,yanhui,ena,me,ruiyi,jocelyn,joan,jasmine,grace,baoshan and yuenxin!! Haha..had lots of fun during breakfast...talk crap and lots of laughter too!Took lots of pictures too..photo session again!
Ohh....forgot to blog about my new phone!! I got it on 10/10/04 hee..easy to remember! Got my 1st phone on 10/3 too...hee..my fave number is 10!! Keep taking pictures with my phone haha..i'm sick so ya! I LOVE my new phone so everyone must take pictures with me kkk??!!!!


5:58 PM Hmm..having a terrible sore throat this few days but i'm just as noisy as ever! Haha.. Went to see the doc yesterday with my dad, he thought that i'm terribly sick so he came home and brought me to the doctor but i was just having a sore throat. Didn't want to go see a doc because it's a minor sickness but mum insisted just in case i had fever so no choice. Hmm..the clinic was empty when i arrived so i couln't understand why i had to wait for about 10 mins...but i realised that there's someone inside the room after she came out carrying a big folder. Then it's my turn...daddy went in with me too and the doc examined me for 2 mins and he talked to dad for about 10 mins while i was reading my lit notes. No wonder the previous lady took more than 10mins to see the doc. A total waste of time! Haa..never going to see the stupid doctor again no matter how cheap he charges. We have to pay him and all he does is to talk to us about everything under the sun! Can't deny that he knows a lot though. Daddy was very concern about my drug allergy and he reminded me to tell the doctor...hee..so touched!
Yuen didn't come to school for 2 days already and she's finally here today!!! Haiz...the school is so empty nowadays and lessons aren't terribly useful. Sianz..just waiting to get back my horrible results and then i'm studying and studying and studying. Have to go study geography later because got mock exam next week. My physical geography is terrible!!! I studied so hard for physical geo but somehow,human geography is easier to score. Don't want to be drag down by paper 1 so have to work harder and then,there's econs....
Realised that i keep using the words terribly and horribly...i guess it reflects my grades!! Hopefully it's not foreboding! Touch WooD!!


9:46 PM Went for lunch with the girls today. Dawn joined us too and we went back to school to study till about 5pm.

Very very tired today...getting sick of studyin in sch already.Need to find another place to study i think or i'll just go crazy. Finally i'm gettin into the groove of studying..yeah..so happy but the progress is a bit slow and i can't really study at home.Hmm..can i skip school like the others too? Haven't skip school in my life before and i'm tempted!!

I looked at your back
And feel that you're further and further away
Somehow we drifted apart
Without knowing when it start
Walking away from the past
Is something that i'm trying to do
But the sudden realisation
Hurts me too much
I just stood there staring
Not knowing what to do
Feeling like a dumb fool just by watching you
You're walking away and yet i'm standing still
Trying to walk, to run, to hide from this
Somehow the moment i start, i end up at the same place again!