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2:09 PM I wonder why i get online sometimes...just to blog and read blogs i guess.To rid myself of the stress of studying and the mundaness of staying at home.Is that the truth or am i'm lying even to myself?Maybe i'm just online to see whether you are online..i sign in to msn to see if you're there.At this hour..who will be?But when there's hope,i'll do anything..now the bubble is burst and i'm sinking into reality again..it hurts...Realise that i wasted 2hrs waiting online..shall go and study now..

HELP! HELp! HElp! Help! help!

2:16 PM It's damn hot!So hot that i keep having headache.Don't feel like studying at all in this weather.Our neighbour next door just like to repair her house.Just move in only lor and everyday dunno fixing wat..arg creating more headache for me.Really feel sick leh but don't want to visit the doctor cos not really very sick except that the head feels wierd.Haiz..how to study??Really no mood to study today!

Survived 1 day without msging the one that i keep msging for the past 2 days.Hee...achievement..

Wanna study but too hot le..already wearing sleeveless but still sweating like a pig..diaoz wat to do?

Hey yuen,i'm not crazy lor!I where got talk to non-living things?I'm talking to you all can...you all just choose to ignore me mah.Bleah :)

12:15 PM Hee..i'm now at yuen's house suppose to be studying but now we are watching the videos that deanna recorded for the big walk.Finally finish watching most of the games and it's now 3pm.Opps...suppose to be studying de lor.Haiz..but nvm i got to see all the matches.
Hmm...shall continue later when i get home.

Hee...i'm a happy but sick gal.Having fever now..it's 38.2 degree earlier.Haiz..but nvm i've got something that motivate me to get well.A simple sms that asks me to take care.Hee..was struggling to get home from yuen's house earlier.Luckily i collaspe after i reached home and not before.Finally touch econs!I have my g.p and yuen to motivate me to study econs or i guess i wouldn't touch it till it's almost the day for econs exam.Haha...decided that i wouldn't study some topics from JC1.Shall concentrate on JC2 work instead.Left with climate and rocks for geo,jude and age for lit and lots more for econs.Realise that geo paper1 it's next fri so i'm getting stress now.But it's not as bad as the science students.They have physics,chemistry and biology practical next week...they'll be more stress!!Jia you everyone..we'll all pass the mid years with flying colours!

Take care eveyone..relax and study hard for the mid years..lalalalala

10:54 AM Went to town yesterday with Lian,Bin and Siying.Hee..actually they came to my house at bout 10 something and we went for facial after that.After we're done,we accompanied bin to town to buy a birthday present for her cousin..it's a swatch watch.Had a hard time choosing for her lorz!Well the 4 of us went to take neoprints..i've been taking neoprints like almost every week.Haha..she suggested that we have the same bracelet like the rings that we had.So we went round looking for it but it's so hard to find a bracelet that suit all of us.We decided on a ring again.This time,it's a square ring with our initials engraved on it...GLITS Haha..does it sound glittery?
The 4 of us have known each other since sec 1 and i really treasure this friendship.Although i seldom see them but we'll always find a time to go out together.Really enjoyed myself when i'm with them..it's a friendship where we all belong.A part of us..a common thing we have.Something that will be stronger as time goes by.

Shall go study now i think..have been slacking every since i woke up bleah!

12:56 PM My com is still down and i'm using my dad's..it's filled up with his stuff and i just can't do anything.Did i mention that it's super slow??
Have been studying this few days.The more i study,the more stress i feel cos it's like i can nv finish studying.Darn..i haven't been exercising at all.Suppose to play captains ball today with amy and her frens but can't go out cos it's my brother's birthday and he invited people over.Have to stay and help mum but god knows that i want to get out.Why is it that i always have to sacrifice my plans for my brothers?
Went to the market today to get some food so that we can cook later,now i'm home cleaning up and waiting for the guest to come.Arg..he's only 10 so what's the big fuss?I don't even get to invite my frens over.Life is so unfair..but at least i get to eat the cake.I love cakes and anything that's sweet.Getting fatter by the day.
Hmm..having touch econs at all.Die..am going to fail econs terribly!

The sweetest thing on earth may be the thing that hurt you the most.Beware!
You never know what a person is thinking about,so never trust anyone till you do.

I WANNA PLAY BASKETBALL!!

2:18 PM I dunno why i feel this way..a bit left out of things,a bit lost and empty.Maybe i'm stuck at home on most days and starts to think too much.A bit cut off from the world too because my computer is having a strike.Missing a lot of people but guess it isn't in me to miss.One will feel glad to be miss by others but i shan't let them feel gratified on my blog.Hmm..a bit perverse here i guess.

Went out with bb junior yesterday to heartland mall and it's so different.A part of it is transform and the feeling of the place is more lively but i guess it's still not drawing the crowd because it's kinda empty yesterday.Bad mood now..dunno why.Stupid computer that doesn't work when i want it too.Missed a chance again...missing you!

I want to see my friends again i think but i wouldn't know what to say. Didn't study much today..had flu and terrible headache so i just rot in front of the computer.

Looking forward to sunday cos that's when Lian,Jac and Bin will come.Hopefully i'll feel better then.

Yuen..i'm very glad to see that u're recovering.Better take more care and see a doctor for the discharge k.Hope to be able to see ya..
Grace..it's thursday today so i guess you took out the stitches already and tomorrow you can take off the bands!Don't worry too much u can talk again soon.Haiz..miss ur voice!

No contact with the world
Made me a pissed off girl
I just want to be with people
Though i wouldn't talk much
Just being there is enough
For me i guess

3:50 PM Went to cut hair yesterday and now it's short.Haven't had such short hair for ages and i'm feeling light and floaty now.Think it's due to the lack of irritating hair on my head and the disapperance of stuff that is not suppose to be in my head as well.After that went to visit Grace.Poor grace,she look so frail and small in the hospital bed.Her mouth is all swollen and she can't talk to us.My heart went out to her..heartache to see her like that.Hope she get well soon.Not use to her being so quiet..will be praying for u dear.
Bb junior is back!Yeah..missed her like crazy when she's in camp.Finally can see her tmr when we go and visit yuen.Hee..can show off my new hair too.
Hiaz..love Pin Guan's new songs.The "Ai Qing Bu Nen Zuo Bi Jiao" and "Ming Ming Hen Ai Ni" are very nice songs!Haha..and Jay Chou's "Gui Zi" just makes me wanna cry.Enjoy!





You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try

I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in

And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)

Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Flowing into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind
oooh

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

I'm going crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can rescue me
(No one can rescue me)
ooh ooooh

Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby, baby

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you (too lost in you)
oooh

I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep (no,no,no)
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)





1:38 PM Went out yesterday morning with G.P and my cousin.Went to trim our eyebrows and after that we went to take neoprints.Cousin not willing to take with us so only g.p and me took together.After that,g.p went off to meet her friend so cousin and me hang around in town till it's time for our movie which is at 7pm.So that means i spend my whole day in town yesterday.
Harry Potter was good though i think the pace of the movie was a bit too fast.Some important details was left out but overall it's a fantastic movie!The scene when the dementors came onto the train was creepy...but somehow i guess reading the book gives more satisfaction in that particular scene.
Going off to cut my hair later with cousin and aunt.Hope that it'll be nice.Shall go visit grace later in sgh too and yuen on mon.Ya can see yuen again after like 6days?Shall study too.Opps..suppose to meet him on mon but i'm visiting yuen.Haha..shall go out after visiting yuen den.
Wooo..got a tin of famous amos cookies when i got home yesterday and today it's half empty.Haha the cookies are fantastic..am drooling again.Bought S.H.E cd yesterday.Nice but now i feel like getting other cds.Hiaz..fickle minded girl!
Finished reading "Brave New World". Starting on the "Alchemist" already so i guess i'll finish the book next week.Yeah..it's right on schedule..if only studying can be right on schedule too.


For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me




Was seaching the streets but i got too tired
So i give up searching and start wondering
Will i ever see you again??

2:51 PM Stupid com..forgot what i type already.

Anyway,today's geography was fine..wasn't really paying attention after 9.30am.Too much distraction outside the class.Stayed back to study geo in the library with edward.Did a bit of stuff but not much cos i was talking to my fren on the phone.Talk for about 25mins lor...this month my phone bill is going burst!Haiz..maybe meeting him on mon.But have to go back to pass up the timetable first.Went for the art exhibition too.Wanted to meet ena for lunch but she got something on so i went with gp.Talk a lot and crap with her.Haha enjoy myself with gp everytime cos she's lame.Missing yuen and deanna cos the 5 of us always together but now yuen is at home recuperating and deanna is up in the mountains.Ena too busy le so left me and g.p.Came back to study.Poor g.p is still stuck in school for maths tutorial.Hmm...wat holiday is this suppose to be?We only seem to go to school later then usual but there's no diference at all.Tired!!

Have been msging yuen this few days.Hope she dun find me a nuisance.Have i mention how much i miss her?Really wanna see her again.Wanna go out with her too.Must get well soon k darling!

Isn't funny how everytime u seem to have let go of things, it comes back to haunt you? it's almost as if you never let it go at all.. Got this from ruiyi's blog..she's good at describing feelings yeah?

Have to start on my lit already..been too slack this week and the mid yr is like 3 weeks away.Arg..anyone wanna kill me and drag my body into the exam hall?


5:56 PM Cherish those who are dear to us.
Harbour no ill will towards them as...
Eternity,we do not have with them.
Rise and fall of all humans inevitable.
In our minds,we must always remember...
Seeing our loved ones,
Healthy and happy is truly a BLESSING

Bb junior is having her ltc camp till sat.Missing her already..

The last time i look
You weren't there
I put up a front
Just to please everyone..


I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new

And the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you




4:51 PM Went to visit yuenxin after econs tutorial yesterday with ena.Bought her sunflower..Hope that she'll like it.She looked so much better than on sat.At least she can talk and crap with us without all the tubes.She just remove the last tube she had yesterday and she ate solid food too.That means that she's recovering!

Went out to play bball this morning with my sec sch frens.Actually they came to my house but the damn court is occupied by our sec sch boys who are playing soccer.So we went to serangoon cc but it's still occupied.No choice,have to go back to secondary school to play.Lots of fun..we always do a lot of stupid stuff when we are together.Haha..laughing at a lame joke that happened years before but it still gets us cracking.Really love hanging out with them.

Going out this friday with G.P...and after that,have to meet my cousin and we'll go watch HARRY POTTER.Haha i love HARRY POTTER.I read the books and i'll watch the movie too.Hee..next sun i'm booked again for facial with the girls.Woo...fun fun..

Haiz...haven't finish reading "Brave New World" and "Alchemist" hope i can finish them by next week.Studying hydrology now.Maybe can finish by this fri then i can start on the other chapters too.Econs is sucky..still don't feel like touching it.Lit is so fun..but haven't touch it too.Arg..hope that i can finish studying for the mid years this holiday and must do well!



I hate to search for something that is not there
A lie is always better than the truth... right?

Study study study..will start now!!