Name
Gwendolyn (:

take me to the sky

12:56 AM Hmm...back from chingay preview.Really tired now but i'm waiting for my hair to dry and my food to be digested before going to bed.Fell asleep halfway during the parade because there's an interval of time in between each float.Oh my god..there's ppl watching me snoozing away haha..the floats are nice and brightly coloured...not much of a dance though cos i think it's just a preview.Have to stand up and motivate the crowd while the floats passes by and sit down immediately to allow the audience to see.Tiring la...saw Jamie Teo..she's lame la though quite pretty up close.Cynthia Koh was there,Jacelyn Tay and the new star seach winner whose name i can't remember.They are all so skinny and small sized.Think i better go to bed soon..tmr's the real chingay and a lot of ppl will be around.Better be more alert and not fall asleep again.

10:52 PM Hee..i believe that everyone has a right to say whatever they like as long as they are not aim personally at a person,and since it's my blog,i can say whatever i want!You can dun read it if u find the contents not up to ur taste.This is a place where i think i can say whatever i like so if u dun mind,just shut the hell up and peace out.I didn't even name that poor gal!
Thanks Gary being a nice guy..hee i appreciate it..

10:32 PM Hmm...found some happy stuff to talk about le.Well,my sec sch frens came to my house on sunday.Actually we went to Siying's house to pai nian early in the morning but we made a detour to yvette's house la..so collected a few hong paos lor.Haha it was quite fun to see them again after so long.Yan hui became prettier i think..and that Dom is quite good lookin too...very sweet to yan hui.
We played black jack at my house later in the evening...and i won a few bucks i think..didn't remember how much i took out but i know it's all coins.Later i got a lot of notes and coins too so i guess i won..lame!It's was really fun and i remember all the fun times we spent together in sec sch...
Now i'm starting to miss them and of cos the bball players...had such great times together..maybe you'll only learn to treasure something when you lose it..

9:49 PM I have never felt so frustrated in basketball before!!!Freak man i was frustrated with everything and some people.Please lor if u have butter fingers then i think u should seriously consider joining the cake baking club!WTF can't even catch the ball and can't pass properly.Have been training for so long already and yet this kind of basic stuff still cannot do!Arg...i just gave up whenever "she" got the ball because i know that the ball will somehow land in the other team's hand.Maybe the cake will turn out better because of "her" butter fingers!The "experienced" players are not helping too.My god i don't even know what kind of defence we are playing..everyone is like everywhere. Arg..there's something really wrong with the system here...it's almost nearing the competition and yet we still don't know who the main players are!If they pick out the main players,then maybe training will be more focus and the others will not drag down the whole team.Not that i'll get to be the main player though..haiz.Just let me whine on and on la.

Things kinda get on my nerves easily these few days..maybe it's a stressful week cos i've got trainings almost everyday and there's ltc meeting tomorrow to draw up a proposal..den there's the endless tutorials that i haven't finish.And lastly,i've got my results to worry for..and maybe my appetite too..haiz..depressing thoughts are flowing all over my head!
SORRY PEOPLE IF I'M MEAN TO YOU...IT'S JUST THE STRESS..!!!

My thumb always hurt badly after each trainings...maybe i've got a broken bone stuck somewhere.Haiz..

4:47 PM Ohh..cny's boring.I'm just eating and sleeping most of the time though i do appreciate the free time i get to sleep.Being around relatives is nice too as long as they do not ask me stupid question which i can't answer.Best is,i'll get free manicure from my aunt.Haha did a foot spa thingy yesterday with my cousin.And i miss my cousin a lot.We used to do a lot of girly stuff together and though we have all grown up,we still act like little girls when we are together.Heehee all the giggling and stuff.
Think i'm going to get super fat after cny..must try to lose some weight.Anyway,we are going house visiting tomorrow.Think it'll be fun!

Oh ya i must go and buy sammi cheng's new cd.Most of her songs hold a lot of memories for me.We used to dance to her songs during cny or teachers' day.Really missed those trainings we had after school dancing away in the home econs room.Haha those were the days...i'm getting old!

12:35 AM Haha..i did it myself!!!Yeah but i think there's still some changes to be made.Shall figure it out tomorrow.Now is my beauty sleep time.

11:29 PM "Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all."

This quote is so true for me..maybe that's y i seldom open up.It is so difficult to say whatever i wanna say here.Maybe i shd just put in at my other blogie hee :)



"Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?"

Rejection is hard for anybody but if u dun try u'll nv know.But if u do try,u may be crush by the reality...and den u'll know nv to try again.

I can express myself better if i know that no one is interested!Yeah that's me.



10:44 PM Opps..didn't go for training and the orchard thingy.Went home n slept till about 6 something.Didin't feel like waking up at all..just feel so tired everyday.Haha now can rest a lot during the cny break.Looking forward to tomorrow's performance because i haven seen any of their practice yet.So tmr will be my 1st time watching hee.
Anyway..i'm just getting from bad to worse for gp...don't know what to do.Tried very hard but my grades keep falling.There's no consistency at all haiz...there's so much to do and learn yet there's so little time for everything.
GETTING WORRIED!!!Econs is sucky too.Mcq is still ok but once i get to essay,i'm a dead fish!!!
Hmm..i don't feel the cny's spirit even though the whole sch is decorated with red stuff.Is it just me or has the "feeling" of cny disappear??

Wanna change my blog's look again..anyone wanna help??

9:46 PM Very very tired...am so tired that i just wish that i can lay down on the bed to do my work.Today's training was fun!But as usual,i suck at running.Had 2 consecutive days of training already..so my legs muscles are aching like mad!!!
Think my skills are getting worse..my shooting is not as good as before and i just can't pass as well as my teammates.Really wish that i can be good in everything though i know that is not possible.I will try hard la...dun know when i'll collaspe too.
Think i will be very busy the next few months...god bless me pls!!

8:52 PM Opps..have i mention that my sat score is 1090??Did worse than the 1st time i took it though my maths improved...haiz..may consider retaking it again!

8:45 PM Hmm..didn't study at all today.Was very very slack..watching tv and sleeping.Now online reading blogs...sadded that cheryl is going.Am going to miss her!
Looking forward to tomorrow cos it's the last paper.After that we are going to decorate the canteen(yeah?)...and training's at 3pm.Hope Ms Rivera is in a gd mood and wun make us run 6 rounds tomorrow.Am going to die if she do that heehee...lazy gal hates to run.

10:25 PM Oh well,can finally get online.My internet connection was down again...sian it always happen.Just started studying for econs today.Don't think i can finish all i'm suppose to study.Just try my best to finish national income ba.Shall start on geography tomorrow i guess then there's lit.Haha...still got a few more days to go so i think there's no need to be so stress up now.
Didn't go to scs today..went to see the seiseh for my thumb again.Think it's spoil...he said whenever it's painful,i'll just have to massage it.Haiz...every part of my limbs are spoilt le heehee
Well must go and study already..