Name
Gwendolyn (:

take me to the sky

9:16 PM Ha..just bought eVonne's cd yesterday!Haven't listen to it yet but i found the lyrics of 2 songs very meaningful.Well..here it goes..

These are my words
You're never supposed to hear from me at all
That i'm just another one standing by you
Praying to the stars
To become someone special to you
I've been waiting for so long
For you to be near

My love has just begun since you called my name
As if I breathed for the first time
As light as feather soaring up high
Bright as guiding light in my eyes
The world has just begun with your shining
smile as if you created my all
The moon was made out of your dreams
the ocean made out of your tears
I realize all on my own
Wondering the reason why
My heart and soul confused
Give me a chance
Is it too late to be next to you won't ask for more
For the rest of my life
Wanna give you my all every night and day
My love will be true

Trying hard to reach
Less than zero hope that's hard for me to keep
Hanging on to promise without meaning

Haha..this one kinda reflects my thoughts but the other one don't so i'll only pen this one down.

Ok..today i went to scs..found out more about myself. I'm not someone who will open up and mix easily with people that i'm not familiar with.Ya think that's me when i'm in an environment that i'm not familiar with,i'll just clamp up!Must learn to be more free with myself.I can't always be so quiet when we are doing the programmes right?Hmm..kinda depressed today after scs.
Going to do project work tmr at cat's house...dunno what to do!

9:30 PM Arg...my whole body is aching.Don't feel like moving around anymore..haiz..there's still school tomorrow and extra econs lessons.Sian ar!Well we survived Ms Rivera's tough trainings once again..woohoo damn proud.
Ran a lot today and did a lot of lay ups...and i mean a lottttttt.Now my legs are hurting like mad!Tomorrow still got P.E arggggg..somebody save me!
Think after this training,everyone is kinda like bonded to each other.We survived so many things together of course everyone will be bonded right?I really hope so!
Yeah..i love bball and the bball team!!!

8:25 PM I want to talk to you
Really, really want to
Whenever i saw you online,
I just have the urge to say hi!
But should i?
When i dun even know what i'm feeling..

Again another lame post..

8:11 PM Should try to ignore you
Not talk to you
Not thinking of you
Maybe i'll feel better this way
But i just can't...
I can't seem to control my stupid brains anymore
What should i do now?
It's impossible i know
But i just can't let go!
Whenever i see you,
I just feel happy inside
Is this the begining of something
Something that is not to be?



Ok this is just something that i thought out.Nothing to do anyway..not a nice poem or can it even be considered as a poem?



9:15 PM Hmm...dun know what i'm feeling right now?A bit confused of my feelings...searching for love songs online...sick!
Haiz...what am i to do??

8:46 PM
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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2:30 PM Haha..i'm at home now!The others are either at a seminar or at SAFTI...come home on an excuse that i have cramps!What crap!Haiz..feeling very tired and lazy now.Actually suppose to come home and study for the common test but now that i'm home,i just feel like sleeping! What to do..i'm just so lazy.Nothing to blog about nowadays...so bye@!


10:41 PM I'm sick today!Went to see the doctor just now and he thinks that i'm sick because of the stress of the upcoming common test.This is quite untrue as i have not even started studying for anything yet so where does the stress comes from?Couldn't run my 6 and a half rounds today due to my sickness and to Ms Rivera's insistence that we play kickball today.It's a game that is similar to softball but we have to use our legs to kick the ball in this game.Haha..dunno how to play and only got to home base once!Ms Rivera was teasing me about it..so mean of her.Must find sometime to finish my 6km soon.Maybe shall try to run at the track downstairs but there's no one to motivate me...I was motivated by Amy during our first run.Though i was much slower than her but i kept looking at her so that i would not give up on the run.Was glad that i finished the run though.Well tomorrow i must really sit down to study my geography for the saturday's common test.It's just 2 days away and i haven't really started to study yet. Looking forward to the SCS programmes.Hope that i'll be of help to them!
Think that's all..wanna rest soon! CIAO!

10:30 PM
Lovely White.You can be so energy active sometime
and also playful.


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11:11 PM
Oh my Gosh!! You are so Heartbroken!!! But don't
worry! there's someone out there that will love
you 4 who you are and be with you forever in
body mind and spirit.


~* R u HeArTbRoKeN?


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You are the side of me that....Likes to read!
Woohoo! Go you!


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Pop - Back Street Boys, Britney Spears, and some
other people who don't really matter much
because Pop BLOWS!!!!!... This is worse than
country... Go kill yourself... Oh... and have a
nice day :)


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10:24 PM I remember you
From my childhood dreams
You are my princess
Whom i would serve on bended knee
In that far off land
Of my fantasy,
I would give anything,
I would go anywhere for you
Now i must go...
Against my heart
For the only loving thing to do
Is to let you go to follow your own chart..

I remember this
From my childhood dreams
I was a princess
And you are a prince upon your stead
You would win my hand
With some noble deeds
But in reality,
Why would a prince desire me?
Now i must go...
Against my heart
I would teach my heart to love another
And hush the dream of yearning from my heart...




10:56 PM
You are an enigma wraped in a mystery, you blog
for yourself. You have your own reasons for
doing what you do. We are still glad your here!


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7:44 PM Was watching the National Day Parade juz now.Saw the students of different schools in different uniform group marching into the national stadium..i can understand all the hard work they have put into their marching.In my sec sch days,i can still remember that we have to practise every saturday way b4 the national day is drawing near.It was hard work man!You can see people fainting due to the heat and tiredness.Your feet are home to dozens of blisters for a few weeks and the pain is juz unbearable.But once it is national day eve,you can see all the uniform groups marching proudly into the school's parade ground!It just feel wonderful to be part of the celebration for our Nation's birthday.
Missed the days in girl guides..missed having to march on every saturday,missed all the girls and bitching around.Haha..missed giving commands to the sec one students and all the orientation too.I simply missed the days where everyday is juz play and more play.The weekdays were filled with sweat because we played bball every single day and the weekend were filled with marching....

12:22 AM Saw a mass of red when i was on my way to school this morming.All of the primary school kids are supposed to wear a red t-shirt and white pants to school i think,because i saw a whole lot of them in my neighbourhood!Do they know why they are wearing our national colours or are they just following the instructions of the school??Even the secondary school pupils have to wear red too..luckily there's no such intructions from our principal if not i'll juz die of shame! Imagine going to school with a bunch of tomatoes haha that would be a sight!
Working adults can be seen doning our national colours too.Do they juz coincidentally wore red on the eve of our nation's birthday or are they just trying to show their loyalty to our country?Why are they wearing red then?

It's only on national day where u can see a lot of people wearing something that is red!Normally u dun even think twice about people wearing red.OkOk i'm crappin AgaIN!Crapping a lot nowadays haiz!

Ok the concert in school was quite boring except for a few interesting events. Firstly,the school concert band played some national day songs.I really envy people who are musically inclined,cos i can't read the notes for nuts.I can only read it after i have filled in the alpabets for the note itself!Think i'm a failure in music.Secondly, the concert for national day was LaMe!!!! Especially the one put up by Draco..not that i've got anything against them but i just felt that it was super lame!People on irc are commenting on it too haha..i've got supporters ya know?Gary's rap was nice but we couldn't see his face. He kept looking on the floor!Yan Sze was sitting with us and we kinda like disturbed her when Gary came on stage haha..she's shy la! Ok then the rap from pegasus was good too!It sounded nice and we can hear the words...haiz..tired already..should go and sleep soon after i finished my pw!

11:34 PM creative: you are an individual at school and thats
why your friends all think you're amazing. you
offer a shoulder to cry on when people need on,
you give good advice and overall a very good
friend. you enjoy being in the company of
others, particularly those closest to you and
sometimes depend on your friends too much. but
apart from being dependent, you can mostly make
it on your own and excel over others. you are
fun, good natured and a great person to be
around!


what kind of girl are you?
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You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.


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haha..i believe that being too trusting will get u easily hurt too!





11:16 PM You have BROWN hair!! wow your good


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11:01 PM
narcissistic


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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Do any of u think it's true??Comments please!

1:12 AM
How deeply in love are you?
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1:00 AM Hiaz..just came home at about 11pm.Had a basketball farewell for our seniors.I went to amy's house to fry the chicken wings with gary and ruoling...gary's a good cook i tell ya.he's good in everything he does.Sometimes i kinda envy him.Anyway,he was frying the chicken and the oil is like splattering everywhere.Think his hands are hurt by them lor.Thanks a lot Gary!!!You've been a great help be it project work or at our farewell party :p
Hmm..the farewell party is quite fun but the food wasn't enough...i'm still hungry now!!!But don't want to eat in case i get fatter and fatter.Felt really touched when the bball gals volunteered to help in one way or another.Some of them went to prepare the food and some of them bbq for us to eat and some of them helped to clear up..really glad that they are helping out and not like the guys who were acting as if they were busy so that they do not have to do anything.The gals did almost everything today which was so unfair!!Quite a number of them complained la...haiz..juz feel like thanking all those who had helped in one way or another!!Thanks!!
Ya the pw grp got scolded by mrs ting again!This time is about econs.I really don't know what she wants?The stuffs she said was damn hurtful and if i'm any weaker,i would juz have cried in front of her!Haiz..don't really like to talk about unhappy stuffs and i forget them easily.maybe that's why i'm bubbly.. haha(mentioned in amanda's blog) But i was really sad after the pw lesson today.Maybe i shd work harder and don't let her find anymore faults with us anymore.Hope that we will get through pw smoothly!
Never say Die..strive for what u believe in and you'll get it!
Shall go and sleep already..tired!


7:29 PM Went out in the morning to Tampines to do pw..the journey there took me about an hour..OMG!! Damn boring in the train..luckily it's not crowded!
Ya then reached Tampines and did pw for a while and later we went to Pasir Ris to cycle!!!Haven cycled for a long while..haha cannot imagine that Doranne can cycle ar??Cat and Gary was sharing a bike cos cat doesn't know how to cycle..it was fun though..the trip around pasir ris park was laden with shrieks from cat because gary cycled too fast or something.I was cycling slowly behind all of them..enjoying the breeze on my face haha..like some actress from mtv la..heehee

After that went to meet my mum and we went on a shopping spree!!Bought a new bag,a wallet and a pair of socks.Cannot remember what else i bought la but was quite happy with my new purchases.Think mummy is going to be broke for a while haha...anyway..i still have not retype my ezboard assignment.Shall do it sometime soon if not it'll never be done!!

10:24 PM Hiaz...learnt the wonders of online chatting!
Just download Mirc yesterday due to project work..muz discuss online mah so have to download lor.So now i'm kinda addicted to chatting online!
Well mistook someone online and end up chatting to the wrong guy..opps!!
Anyway,this week i'll have some china relatives whom i dun even know coming to stay at my house.My dad wants me to give up my room to them.Hmm..that's so unfair..i practically live in my room except when i use the computer.Now i'm going to lose it for a week??Hiaz..i dun mind if i know them but i dun even know the relatives living in the great country call China! Think it's unfamiliarity that's making me so uncomfortable..luckily it's not guys!
Think i'm crapping again so i better go now!