Name
Gwendolyn (:

take me to the sky

10:10 PM
YOU BELONG IN FINAL FANTASY 8 WHICH IS MY FAVORITE
GAME OF ALL TIME! IT ROCKED THE BOX. Anyways,
yeah you probably like how things are right now
in society, but still can't help but daydream
about magic and sorceresses ( DON"T DENY
IT ) Relationship-wise you probably like to
take it REAL SLOW just that you don't get hurt.
In other words, YOU ARE JUsT LIKE
ME!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY GAMING!


What Final Fantasy do you belong in?
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7:14 PM Horrible day...
Got caught in the morning for having short skirt..what the hell..if i have short skirt,what do the other girls have?Long frilly skirt?Really wonder the definitions of short skirt from the teachers point of view.Anyway Mr Phillip Tan was nice and he can't understand why i was caught so he let me go..that proves that it's good to have a good relationship with teachers in the discipline department.Haha..anyway today's econs suck big time i tell ya! I'm supposed to do a presentation today about the law of diminishing marginal returns during econs.I know what i wanted to talk about but just couldn't remember during the presentation plus the stupid spot check in the morning just doesn't help!So i was kinda stoned and blur...then Gary has to come out to help lor..but he is good la..he knows his stuff but Mrs Ting has to pick on the other group members.Poor catherine,karsten and doranne!
Haiz..all my fault la..feel so sorry to my group members!Hiaz...what she said to me doesn't help too..dun want to repeat it but it's bad la!Feel so sad the whole day..saw Yan Sze in school today!Glad that she is back in school..hope she is ok!
Missed her la..as a friend Gary!Don't think too much..

Peace to everyone..hope that everyone will get through econs peacefully!

10:30 PM What the hell!!!!Nobody ever listens to what i say!!How do i convince someone when they don't wanna listen?I really wonder???
She always think that i'm having fun!What the hell if i'm having fun i wun even be home on sunday!Fuck she never understands......

12:51 PM Hmm...was not feeling very good this few days as in emotionally.
Lots of problems cropping up and i dun really know how to deal with them..but luckily i survived so i hope this coming week will be better.Anyway..i passed all my subjects for my mid year so this is one good news for me!
Reading all the blogs seriously depressed me..especially gary's and chris's..dunno what is bothering them but wow..they're all talking about affairs of the heart!Love really causes a lot of pain ar? Haiz..poor boys?I
Yeah!Tomorrow i will be tuitioning a primary school kid under the tuition scheme set up the school.Hope that the kid will be nice and not be a brat of something.I'm going to tutor him/her in English and Maths..hope i'll be able to remember whatever i've learnt esp maths cos i haven been taking maths for a year already!Feeling a bit scared and excited..dun wanna tutor the kid till he/she fail rite?Haha..should be more optimistis!!


10:16 PM Haiz...lost the game again..2/21!

Dunno what i'm doing on court too.Think i lost the eagerness to go for the ball!Am i too tired or did i just lost "it"? I really dunno.
Anyway, i feel that people can be really selfish at times,thinking of only themselves.What about the people around them?They have to be responsible for their own actions lor..sign up for something so please make sure you turn up for the damn thing..dun give some lame excuse that you have econs retest!Wat the hell..even julia turn up for the bball interhouse although she had econs retest lor..how can someone be so selfish? Headache is not an excuse also..i mean if u're sick so what are u doing in sch and having fun!At least have the responsibility to inform someone that u're not coming or better still find someone to take our ur place!
So what?We have only 5 players and no substitute and you expect us to win is it?You don't want to play ur part and we have to do ur part as well as play our own part too is it?Don't u think you are being too unfair to all those peoople who gave up their extra lessons outside school to play so as to make the numbers? Julia can actually not turn up because she has ballet lessons after schoolBut she still come for the interhouse lor.If she didn't come and like "you" went home because of the retest or "you" because of headache then we would have lost without playing!
Stop counting who's coming for the interhouse if u're not coming lor..i mean if u're not coming urself,how can u count on other people to come for it? Use ur brain la..so old already but you still dunno what ur responsibility? Maybe you should seriously go for some courses to build up responsibility!
Hia..i found out that people really lack responsibilty nowadays..is it the society or is it the way one is brought up?I really dunno!
Thanks for all those who turn up for the interhouse and all the officials! Luv ya guys!

3:26 PM Haha..in school now and as you can see we are having gp in the it room again-that's why i can access to a computer!
The game was terrible yesterday!We lost again! and i did a lot of stupid stuffs..so angry with myself!Arg..hope we can win the game today!
Haha..the week is going to end again yeah...saturday is coming but i'm so busy on sat and sun!No time to do anything at all..no life ar!

11:04 PM Tiring day...

It's only the 2nd day of the week and i feel like collasping soon.How to survive till the end of the week?? I have to stay back everyday either for basketball interhouse or i have to be an official for bball.So tiring!Haiz..dunno what i'm going to do also..so lost and everything.Think i'm not getting anything into that thick head of mine anymore..it seems saturated with information and no more infomation can be infiltrated or percolated inside anymore..this is actually a quote from our beloved geo teacher-Mrs Sim!
Still got geo hw haven do yet...feel like taking a break from all this crap!
Hiaz..i better go and sleep off all this shit soon
CiAo!!!!


9:26 PM More SUN!!

Aiyo..my shoulders are burned again and my face too.The basketball interhouse on sunday started out badly.Was raining in the morning and i thought it might continue for the whole day but luckily the weather starts to clear up by about 9 something.Wasn't really sure of the time because none of us have a watch so i just look at the sky and predict the time..haha call me a "clock" next time..LaME!!

Ok so after a whole day of basketball yesterday,i had basketball interhouse today again!Well..without me saying anything,i'm sure everyone knows that aquila lost the game against cetus 1 today and the score was horrible!! 9/31..what kind of score is this??But i must say the cetus players are good and 3 of them were from basketball team!The referee also a bit siao siao one think they are helping them..dun care la it's all over already.Hope tho win the next match though..dun wanna loss all the games we have to play..so embarassing!!!
Haha..taday i scandalise gary with yan sze and gary wants me to clarify the whole business..so here i'm to tell ya more...ok so gary thinks that she is pretty but he didn't say that he like her..haha think he likes doranne more!!Opps here i go again! Nah..it's all nonsense k!Haha..need more entertainment in my life la..it's so boring and empty!!
Wah...nothing else to say..so maybe i shall just go and do my geo corrections soon!!Bye!!

10:58 PM SUN,Beach and no Hunks!!

Haha went to east coast park today..big splash to be exact.Actually i'm volunteering for a youth support group so ya i went out with this group of guys.Edward and Janice went too.Haha..the class got to do cip that's boring but we went to the beach to have fun!Haha..think they'll kill to exchange the fun with us.
Met a group of interesting people..i was told that they are students who are in the normal stream in their school and that we are to befriend them so as to guide them along.People usually look down on the normal stream students and i wonder why?They are also humans just that they may take a longer time to grasp some stuffs that are taught in school.That don't make them any different from us do they?We can also take a long time to learn something too,it's just that it's lucky that it's not a subject that is taught in school.
Ok..crappin again.Dunno why i have so much crap nowadays??!!

Hmm..wanted to talk to someone about my day but can't seem to find anyone to talk to.Someone wanted to talk to me but she gave a lot of comments when i start.So why bother asking me what happened?Told me that i should concentrate on my studies and not have so many programmes arranged for the weekend.But i really enjoyed doing all this..does she even care?She doesn't even bother what's happening in school but just gave her stupid comments about me.No wonder teenagers nowadays can't talk to their parents..the parents don't even care so why bother talking?Might as well talk to your friends or write it down for your own pleasure.So i'm there to provide a listening ear to the youths.At least they don't have to endure this kind of shit from their parents!
Haiz...the parents just can't seem to understand anything do they??Arg...was actually a nice day but she ruined it for me!Dunno what else to say..i'm just looking forward to tommorow's basketball alumni!

Tommorrow will be a better day!

10:34 PM Ya i went to Tampines Home today for the intellectually disabled people.Was a bit afraid of what i would see but i found out today that it's not as bad as people made them out to be.The people there are extremely friendly though if you're not prepared,you may be scared of them at first.But they really mean no harm at all.They treat you as friends and just like to hold your hand even if they don't know what you're saying. A touch can communicate more than words can say so i guess the people understand that more than us who are "normal". If they don't even want to hold your hand or be near you,i guess that will show what kind of a human are you?Don't think i'm making sense here because my mind is still at the home.
They enjoy the simple pleasures of life and are not affected by happenings around the world.They do not have to put up a mask to face people everyday but can just show who they truely are.That's a pleasure which is denied to us because we have to face different people everyday whether you like them a not. Yeah..why can't we just be ourselves?Why do we have to live up to other people's expectation? Are those things that people expect of us truely as great as they made them out to be?Hmm..i really wonder sometimes!! Enough of all this stupid thoughts..don't think i'm making sense at all..

Anyway,we lost the interhouse basketball game by 5 points. The score is 15/20 which is like DUH..!The Cetus house's players are all from the basketball team!! ARG..think we are going to loss all the games.Looking at the other teams,they have like JC1 basketball players or/and JC2 basketball players.We got none of their expertise but we got JULIA..saviour of the day.Most of the score today was scored by her!She's a very good player and i'm glad that she joined us.Maybe should get her to join basketball too!!

Le Lian,i missed the days when we played bball!We had so much fun remember?? Although the training was quite tough but we never gave up and we improved by leaps and bounds.Really miss the days when we played with Tan Bin too. Haiz..sometimes i wish that time can stop and just let us relive the happiest moments of our life but i know it's not possible.Everyone has to grow up and leave the past behind them.Do we really leave the past behind? Then why do we still remember them? By remembering what happened yesterday is it leaving the past behind?Hmm..if we can just forget what happen yesterday or in the past,can we be happier?Or is it the memories that made us happy? Is it the memories that keep us going? I really wonder!!

Ok think this is the longest that i had blogged.Don't really know what i'm saying because my brain has been fuzzy this few days!But do anybody care??Why and what are we living for exactly??Those of you who reads my blog and don't understand a single thing,don't worry cos you are not the only one.How can you expect to understand why i don't even understand what i'm rambling about?? Haha...!!!

12:31 AM It's now 12.20am in the morning.I'm still online trying to print out all the Jude's notes on pinkmonkey.Tired already so i shall not print anymore.Shall go to school to continue printing tomorrow haha.Save my ink and electricity.Yeah that's what i'm going to do so i shall go to bed now!

11:46 PM
Nokia 6100 is the phone for you. You always do what
you are told. You never make mistakes - or
atleast you try not to. You get upset easily
when what you have plan need to be changed,
especially at the last minute.


Which Nokia Cellphone is Most Suitable for You?
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Today's training was horrible!! I was totally blur and i didn't know what was wrong with me.I keep doing the wrong stuffs and Ms Rivera was kinda screaming whenever i did something wrong.Haiz..all this trainings have been done since sec 3 and i can still get them wrong..i really dunno what's happening to me.I hate to go wrong during trainings! Arg..can't stand myself-called Mr Tan, Mr Mah again. Really should be more careful and stop being such a klutz.

9:25 PM Light-headed!!

Went to cut my hair this afternoon..to be precise,it's 2 pm!NOW, my hair is super short.It's even shorter than shoulder length. Quite happy with it because it's different from ,my previous hairstyle(long hair). Haha..think it's going to be quite messy when i have trainings but i don't care cos i like it short.
Never have the stamina to keep my hair realllllll long..my mum had hair till her waist when she was younger.Wonder how she did it cos it's such a chore washing and combing the massive volume of hair. Can also imagine the amount of hair shed by her also because even with my not so long hair,i shed a lot...my room is always filled with dead and fallen hair.Haha..imagine,imagine!
Now it's so short that i don't have to spend a lot ot time on it.I'm a lazy gal i admit and i don't really bother about my appearance.Not like those kind of typical girls around.People call me a tom boy but i don't care about what other people think because i like the way i am.

Must find a day to go to church soon!!

9:54 PM Your name of Gwendolyn makes you easy-going and refined, but detracts from your physical vitality. You desire all the finer things in life--lovely clothes, home, furniture, and environment. However, procrastination is your worst enemy, and you find yourself lacking the ambition to make your dreams a reality. People are inclined to take advantage of your sympathetic, tractable nature. You naturally attract people with problems who seek your understanding and advice. You can give good advice although it is unlikely that you would follow it yourself. You would be most successful in situations where you can use your skills in diplomacy in handling people, but where you are not under pressure or required to carry responsibility and make decisions. It is difficult for you to be individual and make your own decisions, for you lack self-confidence. Your desire for sweet, rich foods could cause overweight, circulatory problems, or weakness in the kidneys.

10:38 PM
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Haha..i think this quiz is quite true.I'm just a nice person la haha..what to do??
Very sleepy today and i spend most of my time in chinese trying to stay awake.In the end during listening,i couldn't stand it anymore and just fell asleep.Think that Miss Sum is gonna complain during the meet the parents session already.I Dun care...must learn to enjoy when you can,can't expect me to be a good gal everytime rite?Hee..shall not be a nice gal anymore.Shall be what i am last time and be mean everytime...frank and direct is what i'm known for!!!

10:37 PM Today was a terrible day!Arg..had training after school today and i'm suppose to conduct a pe lesson on thursday.GoD!!How am i going to do it?Standing in front of a whole class and conducting a lesson?Don't think i can do it la..and it's on thursday-which mean i have training on that day too..wish i can go home early one of this days.But this whole week is occupied by trainings and cip. No life at all man!
I wanna watch movies..haiz..but there's no time to do so!!
On a good side though,we didn't run during our training haha..cos it was raining but we had fun la.It's just that i'm tired after all this.Hmm..can i say that pw suxs??Dunno what i'm suppose to do also and we have to hand up the file on Monday i think.ArG..just remember that we got lit homework to do oso..must do the summary and character analysis i think.
Tired already so i shall just go and sleep NoW!!!!

1:12 PM OUCH!!

I experience pain whenever i moved my arms!!It's so painful you know..Doranne is so smart to avoid the sun at all cost.Haiz..should have listened to her.But i think my pain is not as bad as the guys who went shirtless at the beach.Haha they must be hurting like hell now!!I'm kinda sadistic here!Can't blame me though.


10:47 PM Island Life Love It...


Wow..today we went to sentosa!Meet early in the morning at 9am and went to Sentosa for brunch..saw andrea there too.Actually knew that she'll be there before hand la.We were sun tanning at palawan beach and our class idiots are just behaving like total idiots la haha...but it was damn fun!!Too bad Amy went off early..Took some pictures too and Grily's gonna be the cover gal for this month's class webby haha..so funny!
I got sun burned!!It's my feet-so red now haha.Think it's as red as Rachael's face muahahha!!!! Can fight with her face la -so painful now!!So tired now..think i'm going off to bed soon...

10:38 PM Yeah!! The exams are over and oral's over too!!After this we are going to Sentosa tomorrow..that's so exciting rite??Haha..we went to Bugis after the stupid oral today.It was horrible i tell you.This is the 1st time that i got tongue tied during a chinese oral.Can you believe it??? I got tongue tied!!!What the hell with the subject man?Talking about doing business and the government supporting them.How would i know??I don't even care about it man!Haiz..think i'm going to fail the oral..sian

Well didn't really buy anything cos i was too broke la..but gary bought a lot of stuffs.Hmm..he damn rich la today.
Dunno what else to write cos my head is empty right now feeling sleepy already!!
Good nite then.

10:29 PM You're the model Singaporean student!

You actually enjoy going to school, doing your
work and get straight As!! You even own THE
clique in school, you popular bastard!
Congratulations, everybody else (secretly)
hates you!


Which Stereotypical Singaporean Student Are You?
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Haha..think the test is all crap!Who likes school anyway??We have to get through school because of the stupid rat race that we are in!!
Haiz..today's lit paper was horrible as usual..don't really know what to write for Jude the Obscure.
When i was in the bus on the way home,i just saw a public display of monkeyness..why can't kids just behave themselves??How can the parents allow them to misbehaves themselves in public?Can't seem to figure out all this questions haha.I once heard.."Singapore is a 1st world country but the citizens are behaving like 3rd whole citizens." Hmm..think it's quite true and the person who said it had definately been through and seen a lot.
Wasn't studying for Geography at all...slept till 3 when i came home and was moping around the house after that.Never mind i have 4 hours tomorrow to study haha...